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all my mom and i do is fight now.
it's gotten so bad that every time i hear her voice i almost get disgusted.
i'm not sure if i hate her.
geez that sounds awful.
i mean i know my moms not that bad but its just shes so
demanding
and she always makes herself out to be the victim
its her way or the highway
so serious
so..
pathetic.
i know ive changed.
i dont need her to constantly remind me how much she doesnt like the person i am
thanks mom, but i deal with that enough myself.
i cried in church yesterday, because i was reading all the notes i wrote in my bible last year.
i feel empty in a weird way
WOW THAT WAS EMO.
i'm not depressed if thats what youre thinking.
im just, struggling with alot of stuff.
i dont talk about serious stuff like i used to,
and everytime someone tries to talk about me or something going on in my life
i either make a joke
or just dont talk
why do i do that
whats the point
ah well, whatever.
soon im 15
then 16
then 17
then 18
and then i can get the heck out of this place
it's gotten so bad that every time i hear her voice i almost get disgusted.
i'm not sure if i hate her.
geez that sounds awful.
i mean i know my moms not that bad but its just shes so
demanding
and she always makes herself out to be the victim
its her way or the highway
so serious
so..
pathetic.
i know ive changed.
i dont need her to constantly remind me how much she doesnt like the person i am
thanks mom, but i deal with that enough myself.
i cried in church yesterday, because i was reading all the notes i wrote in my bible last year.
i feel empty in a weird way
WOW THAT WAS EMO.
i'm not depressed if thats what youre thinking.
im just, struggling with alot of stuff.
i dont talk about serious stuff like i used to,
and everytime someone tries to talk about me or something going on in my life
i either make a joke
or just dont talk
why do i do that
whats the point
ah well, whatever.
soon im 15
then 16
then 17
then 18
and then i can get the heck out of this place