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it is not the past few days that have made me feel this way
and it is not the tiny marks of doubt that cover everything i see...
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these days have been un-deciding.
i don't know what they were.
something probably. and more.
i learned how to play RE4!
i feel bad for saying that joey played that game too much.
i played for like 2 hours or something.
and according to him i was like 1/10 of the way.
i think i was super good for the most part.
except for that stupid chainsaw woman part that joey had to play for me...
i wish i had that game to play.
not alone though. it is too scary.
leon was a nice boy to control though.
joey. you'll have to let me play again someday...
it is too bad i didn't get to save it..
i think the GUT is falling apart.
i await the demise of it.
though it is fun to pretend to steal things
and hold up three fingers with teresa and taunt the angry boys.
i am sure that they will get revenge somehow.
i look forward to it.
because they make me giggle.
especially. when they giggle.
i'm watching this movie right now.
with erika, dani, elizabeth and teresa.
it is called elephant. and the boys kill everyone in their school.
they are afraid. because they kiss in the showers.
there are the pretty girls, and the smelly girl, and the boy with the drunk dad.
it makes me want to be really nice to everyone. or not talk to anyone.
i can't decide.
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if you listened to lyrics.
you'd know how i feel.
and it is not the tiny marks of doubt that cover everything i see...
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these days have been un-deciding.
i don't know what they were.
something probably. and more.
i learned how to play RE4!
i feel bad for saying that joey played that game too much.
i played for like 2 hours or something.
and according to him i was like 1/10 of the way.
i think i was super good for the most part.
except for that stupid chainsaw woman part that joey had to play for me...
i wish i had that game to play.
not alone though. it is too scary.
leon was a nice boy to control though.
joey. you'll have to let me play again someday...
it is too bad i didn't get to save it..
i think the GUT is falling apart.
i await the demise of it.
though it is fun to pretend to steal things
and hold up three fingers with teresa and taunt the angry boys.
i am sure that they will get revenge somehow.
i look forward to it.
because they make me giggle.
especially. when they giggle.
i'm watching this movie right now.
with erika, dani, elizabeth and teresa.
it is called elephant. and the boys kill everyone in their school.
they are afraid. because they kiss in the showers.
there are the pretty girls, and the smelly girl, and the boy with the drunk dad.
it makes me want to be really nice to everyone. or not talk to anyone.
i can't decide.
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if you listened to lyrics.
you'd know how i feel.