lately i have been having fun having fun.
and i realize that some things are too ridiculous to care about anymore.
so i won't
and i don't.
i think i waste a lot of time caring about things that won't matter in a months time.
i've really been appreciating certain people lately.
and others i've just let go of.
it used to bother me, when i let things get too close to the surface.
i guess in a way it is kinda of saddening.
that things will just come and go.
and you will never know what you are missing or if you even missed anything at all.