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i think something needs to be said on behalf of myself and the disconnected surreal life i lead now, why im still uninspired i have no answer. all these things i've done, where am i, what have i become, who am i now really? i can say with much regret and remorse that i am nothing like i was two years ago how much of it was because of the fire? how much was it due to just time passing by? what or where would i be if all of this wouldn't have happened? this past two years was stranger than anyone could have predicted and i am a changed man, for better or worse? im hoping worse so i have something interesting in my life to deal with. like a great person i was once close to said, "I'm always hoping for the worst in life" im fond of this quote i feel the same way...thats it.
did you actually read all of that or just skip to the bottom?
did you actually read all of that or just skip to the bottom?