Jun 01, 2009 16:53
It seems that my heart continuously breaks. I dont know why. Pictures...people...All of Matts. My heart breaks and i cant fix it and I dont know how and it hurts it hurts it hurts and I am angry becasue it wont stop hurting.
I hate myself for seeing things certain ways that I know I should not. But I cant help it.
I am use to being able to heal pain of others. But this time...I dont know what to do. Who to turn to. How to cope. I am angry and frustrated, and my heart keeps breaking. It tearing and bleeding, and burning inside of me.
I wish I could just walk away.