Jul 30, 2006 22:39
My name is Ella, I am spanish, 5'5, fat (not really I kinda have a nice body) and Im single.
I enjoy many things in life, mainly books, people, drinks, and rock and roll...but company is something I enjoy as well, and I've been lacking of, why? because I am "demanding", it dosent really matter, It dosent take a lot to make me happy, just the right things I guess, sports, arts, all that I love as well, I paint from time to time, lately I really haven't, I need inspiration, Is hard to find...
I am in the 'detox' process, currently.
The sunshine, oh the sunshine, dosen't make me quite as happy as the sunset I have to admit, I like to cuddle, I like SPIN magazine and NME magazine, Rolling Stone from time to time, The Strokes, yeah... all that jazz
Pabst Blue ribbon, Tears, Shit, Boys, Cameras, atention in general is nice from time to time.
Now, back to the point, I don't know what the point is, I feel so lonley sometimes, but sometimes I just LOVE freedom, I love breathing pure fresh air, but sometimes mentholed smoke is a bether thing to breathe, I need more love in my life, but damn, love is too much to ask for, and drama wears me out, and love brings so much drama, I want, that cute boy who wears his cute fitted shirt with a smile, that guy who has a life that is no so perfect, but that stare that can stop the world, and that kiss that can enhance the happyness, that boy with that killer hair, that guy that would rather read a book than watch tv, who would enjoy a glass of wine with his meal, someone who dosent think white shoes are gay, daring, open minded, and that body lenguage that enthralls me, that voice that fascinates me, the skin that glows, yes, I want that boy, the one who wont cheat to me and then lie about it, with the good music taste, with the style and the skills to get me head over hills, I don't wanna know.... but is too late now, I know, is hard.