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in all honesty, i KIND of miss having someone.
and honestly, i don't think i have the time to dedicate towards someone.
i almost want to say that i WANT someone. but that would be a dumb idea. not theyhaving someone is like having no support on a balance beam, and i know i have bad balance. but right now, im managing quite well.
i guess, in the past while, boys have really turned me off.
i mean i've had my share of heartache. and it's REALLY hard for me to be interested.
even when i wanted to be. i just.. couldn't.
i know what comes when things don't go the way i would like them to.
maybe im really to scared to be hurt, once again. i can't go through all that again.
i really don't know what has happend to me.
thank you all, for doing this to me.
and honestly, i don't think i have the time to dedicate towards someone.
i almost want to say that i WANT someone. but that would be a dumb idea. not theyhaving someone is like having no support on a balance beam, and i know i have bad balance. but right now, im managing quite well.
i guess, in the past while, boys have really turned me off.
i mean i've had my share of heartache. and it's REALLY hard for me to be interested.
even when i wanted to be. i just.. couldn't.
i know what comes when things don't go the way i would like them to.
maybe im really to scared to be hurt, once again. i can't go through all that again.
i really don't know what has happend to me.
thank you all, for doing this to me.