Its freakin cold in here
The journal speaks the truth. My mom and her husband don't like using the heater in our house so even though I'm in California I am freezing to death. Outside its like 40 (we live in the mountains kinda) and inside its a balmy 50 degrees. :/ Frustrating
Sometimes I kinda wish I had gone to dad's house in Montana instead of coming here to California. I love my mom and most of the people around me but it can be such a pain. Mom never really has been the loving/comforting type and since I've gotten here about 2 weeks ago all I've really wanted to do is cry. Unfortunately that isn't mom's style so instead I just sit alone all day and try to find jobs on craigslist and around town (Caesars Pizza here I come. Art wise things have been kind of slow, I think I have improved but i don't really have a lot of motivation to do anything. All I really want to do is get a glass of hot cocoa and curl up in a ball and sleep but that isnt really an option right now haha.
Hopefully my inspiration(?) will return and I'll get back to doing things. I've been in such a slump it sucks.
But we do have puppies that are only 2.5 weeks old and I do get to cuddle with them so not all is lost ^_^
Sometimes I kinda wish I had gone to dad's house in Montana instead of coming here to California. I love my mom and most of the people around me but it can be such a pain. Mom never really has been the loving/comforting type and since I've gotten here about 2 weeks ago all I've really wanted to do is cry. Unfortunately that isn't mom's style so instead I just sit alone all day and try to find jobs on craigslist and around town (Caesars Pizza here I come. Art wise things have been kind of slow, I think I have improved but i don't really have a lot of motivation to do anything. All I really want to do is get a glass of hot cocoa and curl up in a ball and sleep but that isnt really an option right now haha.
Hopefully my inspiration(?) will return and I'll get back to doing things. I've been in such a slump it sucks.
But we do have puppies that are only 2.5 weeks old and I do get to cuddle with them so not all is lost ^_^