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SAM AND ASHELY READ THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow..the journal entry before this one is so cheery. I need to like stop reading other peoples livejournals. they get me sad. They show me the reality of everything thats going on.
In some ways I just want to forget abuot everything thats real and just avoid it. And thats what I've been doing forever. But I cant just do that forever. I have to grow up....
And it sucks.
TO SAM AND ASHELY:::
After reading Ashelys journal then sam's it made me realize how important you guys are to me. That one day we may not ever see eachother again. The reality of all of that makes me really sad...and I never want that day to come. Becuase I've been through most of my life with you two by my side,regaurdless. If we were mad at eachother about something and one called the mad one with a problem,they would still help you with it. and I feel like I can talk to both of you no matter what. And I dont know...I dont ever want to not have you guys in my life. Me and sam have been with eachother since 4th grade and me and Ashely since 5th. Thats like 6 years...thats forever!!! Most friend ships go for like 3. Easpically ones through middle school and high school,they dont last long these days,but ours has lasted FOREVER! And i dont know.
Sam...you've taught me so much and we've always had fun with eachother. And remember that Time my family was in a fight and I called you to go to your house to spend the night on a school night becuase Ididnt want to be home? You said I could come...no matter what. and That made me feel awesome. And just I always feel like you care about me...we've been through so much shit lately,but I feel like we are still really close. and I just miss you. I miss the times we had..singing about Green Beans on the curb...and throwing chicken at little boys and egging every place we went! And just watching degrassi..and going on Larry and playing turht or ultra truth. And you being grounded durring summer and I would go to your house everyday becuase I loved it there! And I felt like people appreciated me there. I just love you :)))))
Ashely, we have some really fun times. When I'm sad or something you're usually the first person I talk to and within like 5 minutes I could go from crying my eyes to laughing so hard It hurts. And you're always there for me,and I feel like if I tell you something like...not good,you'll still think of me as the same Nikki...you don't judge me. And we just have som any times together,and we have things that we could say and onyl me and you get it,and everyone else are really confused and we just laugh and dont care what they all think. Like when we were sining the blink 182 song and told Kim and Amy and Ivan that we wrote it. I just love that we are like...the same with our twisted humor. And if I didnt have you...life would be so boring. I love you Also!!!!!!!!
I hope you guys read that..because my fingers hurt from typing that.
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1) Does youdnvrno drink? ....If she wants?
2) Did green_day_javi break up with you? haha we broke up but I dont know who brok up with who
3) What animal should green_day_javi be combined with? a mexican animal....ARMADILO!
4) What color should govhatesyou dye their hair? I like her hair now
5) What comic book character would applez_n_orangz be? Sex Machine Man?
6) Is youdnvrno introverted or extroverted? um..what?
7) Do you have a crush on green_day_javi? no. but he LOVES me
8) How would lazy_bum72 conquer the world? grafiti on the bathroom stalls
9) Have you ever dated madspikey? I wanted to a while back!
10) Are towel_please and govhatesyou married? w00d and Rose...sure
11) What word best describes govhatesyou? Sweet
12) Is ajb_gd_owns_me single? yep
13) If lazy_bum72 and ajb_gd_owns_me were siamese twins, where would they be joined? the hand..so they can grafiti on everything together
14) Does applez_n_orangz have a big secret? um..I dont know?
15) Where did you first meet ajb_gd_owns_me? MYSPACE!
16) Where was applez_n_orangz born? Here im assuming
17) What animal does schoolsrprision remind you of? Someting geeky...a MUSKRAT!
18) Does schoolsrprision do drugs? Nope
19) Are youdnvrno and lazy_bum72 going steady? um..no
20) What planet should lazy_bum72 be from? grafiti land
21) Where would schoolsrprision most like to visit? i odnt know...here?
22) What flavor of jello would schoolsrprision be? Green!
23) Is abreathatatime popular? I dont know
24) What is green_day_javi's favorite band/artist? Green Day
25) What is youdnvrno's favorite movie? ALADIN!!!! hahahaha
26) Is schoolsrprision a high school student? yep
27) Do you think green_day_javi is hot? ...javi? ha
28) If madspikey and lazy_bum72 were spliced together, what would be its name? Spliced? Mexican-grafitier
29) Do you have towel_please's screenname? yep yep
30) Has applez_n_orangz been to your house/dorm? yes sam has been to my dorm a million times. DORM haha
Wow..the journal entry before this one is so cheery. I need to like stop reading other peoples livejournals. they get me sad. They show me the reality of everything thats going on.
In some ways I just want to forget abuot everything thats real and just avoid it. And thats what I've been doing forever. But I cant just do that forever. I have to grow up....
And it sucks.
TO SAM AND ASHELY:::
After reading Ashelys journal then sam's it made me realize how important you guys are to me. That one day we may not ever see eachother again. The reality of all of that makes me really sad...and I never want that day to come. Becuase I've been through most of my life with you two by my side,regaurdless. If we were mad at eachother about something and one called the mad one with a problem,they would still help you with it. and I feel like I can talk to both of you no matter what. And I dont know...I dont ever want to not have you guys in my life. Me and sam have been with eachother since 4th grade and me and Ashely since 5th. Thats like 6 years...thats forever!!! Most friend ships go for like 3. Easpically ones through middle school and high school,they dont last long these days,but ours has lasted FOREVER! And i dont know.
Sam...you've taught me so much and we've always had fun with eachother. And remember that Time my family was in a fight and I called you to go to your house to spend the night on a school night becuase Ididnt want to be home? You said I could come...no matter what. and That made me feel awesome. And just I always feel like you care about me...we've been through so much shit lately,but I feel like we are still really close. and I just miss you. I miss the times we had..singing about Green Beans on the curb...and throwing chicken at little boys and egging every place we went! And just watching degrassi..and going on Larry and playing turht or ultra truth. And you being grounded durring summer and I would go to your house everyday becuase I loved it there! And I felt like people appreciated me there. I just love you :)))))
Ashely, we have some really fun times. When I'm sad or something you're usually the first person I talk to and within like 5 minutes I could go from crying my eyes to laughing so hard It hurts. And you're always there for me,and I feel like if I tell you something like...not good,you'll still think of me as the same Nikki...you don't judge me. And we just have som any times together,and we have things that we could say and onyl me and you get it,and everyone else are really confused and we just laugh and dont care what they all think. Like when we were sining the blink 182 song and told Kim and Amy and Ivan that we wrote it. I just love that we are like...the same with our twisted humor. And if I didnt have you...life would be so boring. I love you Also!!!!!!!!
I hope you guys read that..because my fingers hurt from typing that.
Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
1) Does youdnvrno drink? ....If she wants?
2) Did green_day_javi break up with you? haha we broke up but I dont know who brok up with who
3) What animal should green_day_javi be combined with? a mexican animal....ARMADILO!
4) What color should govhatesyou dye their hair? I like her hair now
5) What comic book character would applez_n_orangz be? Sex Machine Man?
6) Is youdnvrno introverted or extroverted? um..what?
7) Do you have a crush on green_day_javi? no. but he LOVES me
8) How would lazy_bum72 conquer the world? grafiti on the bathroom stalls
9) Have you ever dated madspikey? I wanted to a while back!
10) Are towel_please and govhatesyou married? w00d and Rose...sure
11) What word best describes govhatesyou? Sweet
12) Is ajb_gd_owns_me single? yep
13) If lazy_bum72 and ajb_gd_owns_me were siamese twins, where would they be joined? the hand..so they can grafiti on everything together
14) Does applez_n_orangz have a big secret? um..I dont know?
15) Where did you first meet ajb_gd_owns_me? MYSPACE!
16) Where was applez_n_orangz born? Here im assuming
17) What animal does schoolsrprision remind you of? Someting geeky...a MUSKRAT!
18) Does schoolsrprision do drugs? Nope
19) Are youdnvrno and lazy_bum72 going steady? um..no
20) What planet should lazy_bum72 be from? grafiti land
21) Where would schoolsrprision most like to visit? i odnt know...here?
22) What flavor of jello would schoolsrprision be? Green!
23) Is abreathatatime popular? I dont know
24) What is green_day_javi's favorite band/artist? Green Day
25) What is youdnvrno's favorite movie? ALADIN!!!! hahahaha
26) Is schoolsrprision a high school student? yep
27) Do you think green_day_javi is hot? ...javi? ha
28) If madspikey and lazy_bum72 were spliced together, what would be its name? Spliced? Mexican-grafitier
29) Do you have towel_please's screenname? yep yep
30) Has applez_n_orangz been to your house/dorm? yes sam has been to my dorm a million times. DORM haha