**sigh** why don't they understand?
WARNING: THIS IS LONG,IF YOU CARE ENOUGH,YOU'D READ. BUT IT'S VENTING
Whyis this the greatest song in the entire world? I love AVA...
Gosh.
Sometimes...I just hate being in a realtionship?
Ya know what I mean?
I mean nothing against Tom at all.
but it's just like.
Nothing I do is ever right for him.
Everything I do or say is WRONG
And it makes me sad.
And just you know the whole thing where people are mean right befroe they can get away from you.
For example:
Say someone leaves every day at 3 PM from school...so right before they can escape from the friends they can say something bitchy and get away from it by leaving.
Get it?
Well Tom does that to me...
Right before he ever leave my house he just like..yells at me and stuff. Like...only lately.
Only for likr the past 3 months.
Like...the whole 9 Months before that...We were like the "perfect couple" and now we put on an act for people so they think we're the "perfect couple" When we know that we have our problems.Don't get me wrong...Tom is an AWESOME boyfriend.
But things are falling apart lately....they have been for about...3 or 4 months.
And we can't seem to fix anything. We both live just unhappy. Like we have AWESOME days where we'll be with eachother and cudle and kiss and go places then theres days like today...
....He ignores me....leaves,but right before he goes tells ME how I don't want to do anything anymore and how i don't like his friends... But as a matter of fact his friends happen to have something against me. Because they take one look at me and go "emo..leave" And Then ignore me..along with tom..so im left in this group of all males glaring at me..with Tom completely oblivious to how harsh his friends can actually be.
Gosh..theres so much more i can say about our problems but i wont bore you with them
He's just a typical man..thats all.
I thought he was going ot be different
But nope.
No such thing.
:/
Oh and PS
I'm not having the babayall of you told me to choose for myself....and Yeah i chose for MYSELF But Like...TOm had to have some kind of word in it too. Cuz like..it's half way his resposibility..so like..I'm not going to have one if he REALLY doesnt and im not going to not have one if he REALLY does.
We have to agree.
And I'm not having it...cuz like...he has no money. I espically have NO MONEY. Um and yeah.
But you know what...makes me the maddest out of everything Tom has ever done..was that.
He knew I really wanted it. But then pointed out all of this stuff to me..and I figured out some reasons to not have it...but like....Deep Down i Wanted it..but I couldnt becuase Like..I would need his help and support with it....so...I couldnt just have it and have him not even want it at all...cuz that would be a bad situation.
But I didnt have this baby partly for him.
And he just like...makes me so mad it's like..I wish he was more...thankful that I didnt keep it and screw his life up. I could have kept it and fucked all of his future plans up.
But I wanted him to get into his career. And he doesnt notice anything I do for him.
You Should Get a Rose Tattoo
Sexy and classic
You are pure rock and roll, party girl. So is your tattoo.
What Tattoo Should You Get?
Whyis this the greatest song in the entire world? I love AVA...
Gosh.
Sometimes...I just hate being in a realtionship?
Ya know what I mean?
I mean nothing against Tom at all.
but it's just like.
Nothing I do is ever right for him.
Everything I do or say is WRONG
And it makes me sad.
And just you know the whole thing where people are mean right befroe they can get away from you.
For example:
Say someone leaves every day at 3 PM from school...so right before they can escape from the friends they can say something bitchy and get away from it by leaving.
Get it?
Well Tom does that to me...
Right before he ever leave my house he just like..yells at me and stuff. Like...only lately.
Only for likr the past 3 months.
Like...the whole 9 Months before that...We were like the "perfect couple" and now we put on an act for people so they think we're the "perfect couple" When we know that we have our problems.Don't get me wrong...Tom is an AWESOME boyfriend.
But things are falling apart lately....they have been for about...3 or 4 months.
And we can't seem to fix anything. We both live just unhappy. Like we have AWESOME days where we'll be with eachother and cudle and kiss and go places then theres days like today...
....He ignores me....leaves,but right before he goes tells ME how I don't want to do anything anymore and how i don't like his friends... But as a matter of fact his friends happen to have something against me. Because they take one look at me and go "emo..leave" And Then ignore me..along with tom..so im left in this group of all males glaring at me..with Tom completely oblivious to how harsh his friends can actually be.
Gosh..theres so much more i can say about our problems but i wont bore you with them
He's just a typical man..thats all.
I thought he was going ot be different
But nope.
No such thing.
:/
Oh and PS
I'm not having the babayall of you told me to choose for myself....and Yeah i chose for MYSELF But Like...TOm had to have some kind of word in it too. Cuz like..it's half way his resposibility..so like..I'm not going to have one if he REALLY doesnt and im not going to not have one if he REALLY does.
We have to agree.
And I'm not having it...cuz like...he has no money. I espically have NO MONEY. Um and yeah.
But you know what...makes me the maddest out of everything Tom has ever done..was that.
He knew I really wanted it. But then pointed out all of this stuff to me..and I figured out some reasons to not have it...but like....Deep Down i Wanted it..but I couldnt becuase Like..I would need his help and support with it....so...I couldnt just have it and have him not even want it at all...cuz that would be a bad situation.
But I didnt have this baby partly for him.
And he just like...makes me so mad it's like..I wish he was more...thankful that I didnt keep it and screw his life up. I could have kept it and fucked all of his future plans up.
But I wanted him to get into his career. And he doesnt notice anything I do for him.
You Should Get a Rose Tattoo
Sexy and classic
You are pure rock and roll, party girl. So is your tattoo.
What Tattoo Should You Get?