RP: Holiday Talk

[neve_stadheim]

Date: November 15th, 2011
Characters: Neve Stadheim, Jake Abernathy
Location: Abernathy Home
Status: Private
Summary: Neve and Jake have some alone time and discuss the Holidays
Completion: Incomplete

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[neve_stadheim]

Was it strange to get a thrill from the way his body was reacting when she knew it wasn't a conscious thing, it was very much purely physical and Jake couldn't even feel it. She was still worried that it made this a purely selfish act, and maybe it was, since she wanted to touch him, even though she knew he couldn't feel her hand on him. "Jake....." He had told her to stop over thinking things, so why was she bringing this up. "I...I know you can't feel this, but does this do anything for you at all?" Her voice was quiet, she wanted to focus on the way he moaned and shivered under her touch as her hand moved over his abs, and not on this, not on her worries.

She could feel herself slipping towards the edge, and with a moan she speed up the rocking of her hips, meeting the rhythm he was creating, seeking that release. She wanted to drag this out, wanted to enjoy this longer, enjoy the attention he was giving her, and god, she was still struck by the fact that this was Jake, and for all his size and brawn, he was surprisingly gentle, though something could be said about the size of his hands right now. "Jake." She whimpered, pressing against his hand, back arching, and her body still flushed and heated from his touch. "God, another." She wasn't particularly coherent in her request, and a thrill ran through her as she wondered what Jake might do with it.

[jake_abernathy]

Jake dragged his eyes open, looking at her and blinking to clear his mind just a little from the cloud of want he was in, getting his brain in some semblance of talking order. He cleared his throat so he could speak without his voicing so low it wasn't comprehensible. "Yeah, yeah it does," he said, gripping at her hips. "Like knowin' you want to." He kisses her neck, feeling a little awkward, knowing he'd made it awkward for her, but knowing this would have to come up at some point. "Does something for me, knowing it might do something for you," he said. And it did. She might have to be what she might think was selfish with him, but he couldn't quite function like a normal person in this respect.

He moved his hand faster, wanting to push her over, wanting to see her come, feel her around his finger. He wanted to hear her and know he'd done that. Made that happen. "'nother?" he murmured, wondering how exactly to interpret that, his mind clicking through several options before he contemplatively but carefully slipped a second finger into her, carefully gauging her reaction. He knew he was a big man, and all of him was big in proportion; he'd always known he had to be careful, no matter what he was doing.

[neve_stadheim]

Neve met his gaze as he spoke, and god, she hoped she hadn't ruined the moment. This was just uncharted waters for her, and part of her didn't want to do anything he would ultimately feel uncomfortable about, she wanted him to enjoy this as much as she was. "Did....did you think I wouldn't want to?" She was surprised by her own question, and as he gripped her hips she couldn't help continuing to move against him, a soft contented sigh escaping her as he kissed her neck. "Not might, there's no might involved. Jake, I want you, I want this, I just didn't want it if it would make you uncomfortable." She had always been honest, and this wasn't a topic she was going to shy away from. She didn't care about the differences, didn't care that things wouldn't be entirely 'normal', if she had, would she have started this relationship in the first place?

Her body reacted to his touch, to the way he speed up his rhythm, hips jerking against him as she sought more contact. She felt nearly dizzy with desire, and her orgasm was building, she could feel it off on the fringes. Her mind wondered if she should as for what she wanted, now that she was sure of what that was. She didn't have to though, as he murmured and then in the next second he was sliding another finger into her. "Fuck." She moaned, a shiver running down her spine as she clenched around his fingers, adjusting to the new sensation. "Jake...." she keened, hips bucking against him and her head falling back as she could feel herself getting closer and closer to release, she didn't want to end this yet, wanted to drag it out just a little while longer though.

[jake_abernathy]

“I don’t know,” Jake answered honestly. “This hasn’t come up before. I don’t know what anyone’ll want.” Including himself, sometimes. He sighed as her hips flexed in his hands, enjoying her responsiveness even though he was unsure about the topic of conversation. “Don’t always know what’ll make me uncomfortable,” he murmured, trying to be as honest as she was about it all. “Not always easy.” He hesitated, uncomfortable with broaching some topics, but knowing he would need to. They’d never had to discuss the things that went along with his condition. But did he really want to mention he normally wore a catheter right now, when her hands were all over him?

Her movements were so sexy, she was sexy, he couldn’t help the thought. She was so tight around his fingers. He stroked her slowly, letting her become accustomed to him again, and then moved them firmer and faster. “So gorgeous,” he murmured. He twisted his fingers slightly, groaning softly as she moved against him. One arm held her to his lap, and he leaned in to suck at one of her breasts, wanting to give her as much pleasure as possible. He wanted her to know that this, with him, it would be good, he would make it good, and they could have something great. Because he was quickly becoming attached to her, thought about a future with her. And a sex life was important to him and he thought to her, and they could make it work, he thought. God, he wanted her.

[neve_stadheim]

Neve couldn't help the way butterflies kind of fluttered away in her stomach at Jake's honest reply, somewhere in the back of her mind she maybe thought he hadn't been with anyone like this since the accident, but thinking it and knowing it were two different things. The idea that he cared, or trusted her enough to try, that meant a lot to her, and if she'd been standing as silly as it sounded it would have probably made her a little weak in the knees. "I can't speak for what anyone else will want." She began, moving her free hand up to cup his cheek. "But I can speak for myself, and this, this is what I want." She might have to continue to tell him that until he believed it, and she was fully willing to do that. "You're who I want." Her voice was sure as she spoke, and she was being entirely honest. "We'll just test things until we reach the point in which you aren't comfortable." she suggested quietly before sighing softly. "And I know it's not easy." She wasn't exactly sure what Jake was referring to now, but she did know that his life wasn't easy, that dealing with the aftermath of his accident wasn't easy. She was signing up for all of it though, and had a fair idea what she was getting herself into with him.

He was quickly unraveling her with his actions, with each new movement she made another gasp or moan. Her hands moved restlessly over his shoulders and his back, nails biting into skin lightly. Flushing at his words, she opened her mouth to speak, and instead gasped as his fingers twisted inside her, she quickened her own rhythm, hyper aware of the arm holding her to him. Her hand threaded into his hair as his mouth was on her again, fingers tugging gently at his hair as she got closer and closer to the edge. She wasn't thinking coherently anymore, completely caught up in the feel of him, in what he was doing and the way he was making her feel, and god, she couldn't remember the last time she had felt exactly like this, it had been years at least. She wanted this, was quickly growing attached to him, and could even see a future that involved him. Keening, her other hand still moved over him restlessly, sliding back down his chest and over his abs, remembering how he'd reacted to that earlier. "Oh god, Jake." her hands clutched at him, her body shuddering as her orgasm hit and she clenched around his fingers, her head falling back and her eyes slipping closed as she came.