Sep 19, 2009 17:15
all-spiran conference,
places: spira: besaid,
everyone sit down and shut up,
places: spira: macalania,
ugh not the guado again,
still a guardian dammit,
lulu,
saving the world sucks,
fun with: diplomacy,
spirans: tromell,
yunie
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He'd offered her his life.
She could have excused it so easily, taking it. Some part of her still wanted to. Some Guardian she was.
She couldn't breathe. She was walking. Away. Away from the sphere tree that Tromell had made into his self-pitying headquarters, and deeper into the woods. She found herself gravitating towards the spring. Tidus had pulled Yunie back from her crisis of faith, here. And she had taught Reno to swim.
She waded out into the water, until it was waist-deep. This place was soothing. She was going to close her eyes and listen to the crystal twinkling of the woods until she felt less like screaming.
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That was a horrible, shitty, mean thing to think, and she was ashamed of herself.
She also found herself wishing that it would be Lulu and not Yuna, which was also horrible and shitty. She'd die for Yuna, in a heartbeat. But she'd also cover her tears more quickly, and promise that she was entirely okay, if it were her cousin. No need to cause more heartache for Yuna.
Just in case, she was going to wipe at her eyes and clear her throat and do her best to seem like she was just ... enjoying the spring.
"I think that went pretty --"
......... Not Lulu or Yuna. He -- what was he -- but he was --
"Reno?"
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And then he hit the water at a run. There was a Rikku in there who was in dire need of a hug, he was guessing. He could make more words once that was achieved.
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... or maybe he'd figured out, from her phone calls lately, that she needed him, and had told the boss to kiss off for a while.
She didn't entirely believe he was real until she smashed into him, full-speed, wrapping her arms around him and squeezing hard enough that she doubted he could breathe.
"Yo," she said, her voice shaking. She was either laughing or crying. Maybe a little bit of both? It was okay. "Good to see you."
It was. It really, really was.
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And there, all her usual bullshit paraded through her mind.
Fine. Totally okay. Doing good. As well as can be expected! Oh, you know how it is. I'm peachy, really.
Like hell.
"I wanna go break things and then scream and maybe break them, some more. But I think it's over."
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... It seemed like a romantic, helpful sort of suggestion in his head, anyhow. That was part of why he liked his EMR, actually. Blunt-force trauma was therapeutic.
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She flapped a hand strangely, off to the side. "Sorry? I'm ... I still can't ... I don't know which way is up, right now."
Probably not the water. That was helpful.
"How did you ... I mean, what are you doing here, anyway? Other than being awesome, 'cause ... I mean, that was obvious."
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That particular 'junk' was making warbling noises through the trees.
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Hold that thought, while the conversation was interrupted by a particularly loud WARK.
"... You brought me chocobos?" she giggled, before her eyes widened. "Oh! Oh, the -- our -- the blue ones? They're here!?"
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"They grew," he shared. "Shit, did they ever grow. I kinda dunno which one is which. You had the girl, right? But I ain't bendin' no big chicken over to check its feathery blue ass to find out. We ain't even named 'em yet, have we?"
We all know how well Reno names things. Perhaps this was for the best.
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She squeezed his hand. "I'm just going to tell you now: you're not allowed to name yours 'Chocobo' or 'Big Dumbass Bird.'"
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He really, really sucked at this, yes.
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"Mine's going to be Nejan," she decided. "I know, it's a little obvious, but I like it anyway."
Al Bhed for River. She liked giving things Al Bhed names, dammit. It made her less homesick.
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"Hey, it sounds like a good name to me, zoto." Reno pursed his lips a little, thinking it over. And then he laughed and gave his head a shake. "Knowin' me, my chicken ain't gonna have a name for another friggin' week, yo."
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