Well, this sucks
Things are starting to fall apart, it seems.
Not too long ago, I lose my hair due to a lie.
About a week ago, I lose my job (still searching).
And from what it looks like, I may be losing my laptop.
I can't keep the damn thing on for a few minutes without it freezing up, and I already got the mouse issue working out (slightly).
I wish I could be positive about all this but it seems like all the worst stuff that could happen to me is happening to me one by one and it's hard to look at the positives of the situation, although I am actually trying.
I mean, on the good foot, I don't have to worry about devoting my day to working out in the heat/cold everyday (because that's what it would feel like) and I can devote more time to my story...which would be awesome if my laptop cooperated with me.
Aw well, at least I can devote more of my time to actual job hunting, right?
Considering that over half of the jobs down here apply via the internet, that seems to be a downer to know that my laptop is giving me grief to a point where I can barely keep the damn thing on for more than a few minutes without it freezing up.
What sucks is that I devote my life into my laptop and now, it seems like I gotta hang it up until I can get me a job that can provide me with a much better one. In any case, I'm willing to do that if there was another way to apply for jobs.
At least Jared is offering me his computer to use until I can get back on my feet. I'm not a freeloader though.
Also, by utilizing the concept that if one doesn't work, one doesn't eat. I attempted to do a hunger strike a few days ago ("I'm not eating until I find a job"), sounded crazy, I know. So I gave in and ate something (considering I'll give myself a few days until I actually start it), but with all the apps I've thrown out and the things I began to do...if I don't get a job, I'd feel pretty mad about it.
Either way, my laptop is giving me grief.
My job search is still up in the air.
"It seems like our hero is at wit's end, what will he do now?" type-a thing going on here.
Let's just hope I overcome it fairly soon.