Fuck Pain...(Media-tacular)
Click to viewYeah, I'm hurting again, but this time it's not completely physical..it's kinda that mental anguish type shit. I guess it's because of all the stress I've been putting up with lately what with getting all these crappy shifts at work and not getting paid enough for it (pfft, might as well not get paid enough rather than not be getting paid at all, right?). It'll pass but y'know.
So I'm resting in my room and get this, someone's bamming at my window and it turns out to be my brother who just managed to find his way to my place asking for a place to crash. I'm down...it's only for three months, right? How bad can it be, I've lived with this kid my whole life and...he's owned my ass at everything...everything...fuck, this is going to be harder to put up with than I thought. But meh, mi casa es mi hermano's casa (did I say that right, Rachel?).
I love how Facebook just kinda makes this into a "note" and completely denotes the fact that this is actually a LiveJournal entry, meh, I'm too lazy to change the settings so I'll endure.
By the way, The LBW Tribute is something completely not dedicated to me, I'm working on trying to make a "Life and Death" video of LBW and I coudn't find a song sappy enough in my collection so I used "Attitude" by Alien Ant Farm. I just hope that those douchebags at UMG and YouTube.com don't be all "hey, let's completely make a ban on your video because Alien Ant Farm (who's remake of "Smooth Criminal" is probably still being played by die hard Michael Jackson fans) made the song. The clips in the video are actually that of the pro show, some of the early days of LBW (back when Cam/Bust was a short fat kid that had an annoying voice). I'm hoping that we can scrounge up enough cash to start doing supershows and local pros (since Cam is kinda cushy with some of the pro guys here), I wouldn't mind wrestling again since I'm feeling better physically but obviously that ain't the case until I get my car and money situation straightened out.
So I'm pressuring my writer friend, John Evans (he made "The Fallen" that I kinda raved about for a couple months last year) to hurry up with his sequel, that's not happening but I guess most masterpieces took forever to put together. Shit, I'm still working on this LBW Tribute (posted in this entry in a version of a giant video.As far as MY story is coming, I'm still dusting off the kinks, things are slowly looking up for the first book (which I'll try to make a comic book series off of whenever I can). I'm also going to throw a couple of references in there just for something for the people of yester-decade to "relate" to.
I've learned that I'm not Daddy material, I kinda was hanging out with this hot chick's sister that was kinda hanging out with her neice and I'm sorta powwowing with the niece (who's supposedly a couple of months old) and this baby girl, this girl that isn't even a year old just gave me that look that most women give me with her own little personal slice of confusion in there. But she seemed to like my Domo hat...oh right, I got a Domo hat now (pics of it later). But back to not being Daddy material, I'm good at keeping a kid's attention but not good at getting a response (no surprise). So I'm not looking towards being a pappy. Still, it's pretty funny to know that I had a little baby was giving me that "who the fuck are you" look and at the same time being cute. You ever watch these movies that are supposed to be dramatic and turns out to just be a romance sprinkled with a little drama that are supposedly directed to 13 year old girls? I must be the only mothafucka that finds that kinda jacked up. It's like, people feel like they should get mad at me when I say that 1980's - 2000's is the biggest whore movement, Right now, this here is the decade of tight pants, no panties and cock teasing shallow teenyboppers that supposedly are attracted to guys that are 40 years older and maybe 200 pounds heavier than they are. This is why I'm not wanting to get a kid, well, at least a daughter anyway. It seems like society is telling these young ladies to be cockteasing bitches because they'll obviously get their way a hell of a lot easier. The sad part is that society is always right. /satire
Funk subsiding, I'm soooo ready for MechaCon and LouisiANIME, it's going to be the most fun I ever had. I wish there were some rave houses or "white people club" that I could just go at, listen to trance/house/club music and just enjoy the dance floor and not have to worry about niggas shooting (I don't want to say "black people shooting" because that's more racist than saying "niggas shooting" because not every black person shoots) but then there's always that "X-scare" because at situations like that, the meth heads and coke heads are all "where the drugs at?" and all that unfun bullshit. I remember going to MechaCon last year and this creep asked me if there was going to be coke at the Rave and I'm all "I don't think so but I don't know if it's a good idea to go in there and ask since security is tight enough as it is". Seriously, who goes to an ANIME convention to get stoned...fucking Louisiana, man. In any case, I'm ready for the cons just because it gives me a chance to ATTEMPT to show off as Trafalgar Law (yeah, that guy). If all else fails, I'll probably just go for El Blaze from Virtua Fighter whenever I get the mask or something. In any case, it's an attempt worth trying out.
So I just might be going to my second BWA Supershow (and fourth supershow altogether), but I *hopefully* won't be wrestling, What I aim to do is use this supershow to put over my fellow LBW Co-workers, Abe and Cameron, in hopes that they will get recognition and show that they are talented enough to get invited to more supershows and such because the Louisiana wrestling scene died off when Ryan stopped (or at least he was one of my few connections when he was wrestling but when he stopped, I must have been out of the loop for at least...a couple of years), the fact is, though, I'm planning to go to the supershow and sing the praises of Abe and Cameron (since they'll most likely be wrestling each other anyway), get them recognized and such, and then slowly fade off because Louisiana will be recognized as one of the "spots" to wrestle in (with me, cam, los mexicans, steven hardy, tony and others). Also, did I mention I can do a pele now...I can't backflip for shit, but doing a really fast enzeiguri while jumping in the air and connecting is still considered a pele :P. In any case, expect me and the LBW Mainstays (or as I dub us...the 3LiveKru of LBW) at BWA Supercard.
Yeah, I know, long entry chock full of pictures and sh-t, but I'm trying to get the hang of Tables and I figured this would be the best way of doing it...if you wanna see the video *if it's not showing up on myspace, facebook or livespace or whatever* then you know where to go to see it.
I'm outta here, peace.