Hello Manny, Welcome to the Real World
All my life, I never been given anything, I had to work for what little I had (and I don't have much). As far back as I can remember, I learned to read at a young age because I got my ass WHIPPED until I got the word right. I wasn't given any natural talent, skill, luck or whatever...yet, the people I affiliate myself with seem to have great things happen to them (sometimes, it happens while I'm talking to them or when I'm around physically). All I wonder is where is my benefit for living, where's my luck? Girls hate me, I can't drive naturally like most people my age, I wasn't blessed with the best parents, I can't drink and smoke and indulge myself in drugs and sex like everyone else. All I want is the respect from God that he seems to give to these drunken sex crazed drugheads that call themselves "other people".
Hurricane Gustav fucked over me so bad...The day I was supposed to go to Lake Charles for wrestling training, Gustav hit and took away the power, the internet and a good chunk of the city I'm (currently) living in. Let's not forget, Gustav also interrupted a deal with my school for me to pay for my courses for this (and next) month. So I don't have school anymore until I pay over $700 to get back in. What I hate more than school is getting kicked out for something that just ain't fair. The plan I was on was conveniently canceled right before Hurricane Gustav and now I have no choice but to wait until next month (the same time as the SPW Show, most likely) to pay this money so I can get back into my courses. With getting a potential job and going to school, I don't think I'm gonna be wrestling any time soon just because there isn't enough hours in the day. Seriously, I haven't been this fucked over since I got my camera stolen the first time.
What's even worst is that the only reason I went to college was because no one would hire me because I can't drive because no one has the time to help teach me because I always ask when I don't feel inferior...now what the fuck am I gonna do?