Sleep sweet, Shica.
I haven't wrote in here in a while.
No wonder I'm not internet famous, I lack consistency.
I went to LouisiANIME two out of the three days it was here. I volunteered so I didn't get to see and do much but I still enjoyed myself.
Aw well, as usual, a lot of stuff happened since I was gone. I'm pretty sure I'm not part of that toku site anymore what with the lack of writing an actual good article.
I'm just not one to regurgitate news that other sites has already said. I'm more of an "opinion" kinda guy. Plus when I joined, I couldn't really watch a lot of shows because my friend who gives me some Toku was having technical problems with how to do it and I don't like downloading.
I had to let this other yarding fed use my ring because I had nowhere to put it. I mean, I still see it as mine but I had to take yet another loss for the good of everything else.
I'm part of an afrocentric play called "Two Trains Running" for Upstage Theatre, this small time theatre not too far from where I live. It's not bad but the lady wants me to be more animated than an anime made by Madhouse. I play Wolf (even though I wanted to play Hambone). I would say that "it airs on April 15-17" but from what I gathered, the shows don't get recorded so I dunno, just take my word for it.
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I have a cousin that's dying of cancer. I mean, she's 35, so that's kinda young to have cancer. It was so sudden too. I mean, I don't see the family that often but I know I saw her a little less than a year ago and she was doing fine. I mean, it was almost as if she didn't even have cancer. It's scary, y'know. It hurts too because of all the stuff that's been going on with cancer now, I really don't want to think that she's actually dying because of it. What comes off as a shock is how no one knew until now. She wasn't really secretive but she kinda just did her own thing, y'know?
It hurt walking out of that hospital room knowing that may be my last time seeing her and I hate myself now for not seeing her as much before.
We actually got along very well, even though we were on two separate sides of the spectrum...I really don't know how to approach this because I've never been too big on Death.
I mean, 35 years old is when you start complaining about grey hairs, y'know?
I was looking at her wondering why isn't our situations reversed.
I'll be fine, it's her I'm worried about.