Shitty...
Well this past couple of days have been hell...
Well were do i start.. well it started as an ordinary weekend, i was at my moms and yea i get a call from chris, he says "Dude, me,hershey,julie and her cousin are gona get drunk want to come?" i was like "HEll... wait i have church tomorrow" and he said that we wont get that drunk and hersheys cousin would bring me back(i regret saying yes), i said sure. He calls me and told me to ask frezno to see if he wanted to come, him and slinky were coming. house. Well we get here and they get here... Thats when the shit started to hit the fan... They made some drinks... i drank and it tasted like robitusin... i still drank i was practitcally the only one drinking... i got wasted quick... did some shots and acted stupid... i was on the verge off passings out and then hershey told me something **Does inside joke thing to hershey** and i cant remember then i was fucking falling asleep and then Frez was like "dude i know whats the best thing, chilling out side", yea me and him went outside and thats when the shit hit the fan splattered on my mothers new bed sheets and it all went to hell... shit happened...
Well i wish i could say that things with me and ALEXIS are doing well... but their not...
I told her what happened she was pissed. I cried. I was scared of losing her...
I told her, i said i was sorry, She wouldn't believe me. I told her i loved her, nothing. By the end of the night things got a little better... what sux is that teusday we made 11 months. I have felt like shit these last few days... the most horrible that i ever felt... why do i always fuck shit up... well yea.. the only thing that gives me comfort is that everything happens for a reason... why this happened i dont know... well all i have to say is that i love her, and im really sorry...
Im gonna go now... laterz
-Me
Well were do i start.. well it started as an ordinary weekend, i was at my moms and yea i get a call from chris, he says "Dude, me,hershey,julie and her cousin are gona get drunk want to come?" i was like "HEll... wait i have church tomorrow" and he said that we wont get that drunk and hersheys cousin would bring me back(i regret saying yes), i said sure. He calls me and told me to ask frezno to see if he wanted to come, him and slinky were coming. house. Well we get here and they get here... Thats when the shit started to hit the fan... They made some drinks... i drank and it tasted like robitusin... i still drank i was practitcally the only one drinking... i got wasted quick... did some shots and acted stupid... i was on the verge off passings out and then hershey told me something **Does inside joke thing to hershey** and i cant remember then i was fucking falling asleep and then Frez was like "dude i know whats the best thing, chilling out side", yea me and him went outside and thats when the shit hit the fan splattered on my mothers new bed sheets and it all went to hell... shit happened...
Well i wish i could say that things with me and ALEXIS are doing well... but their not...
I told her what happened she was pissed. I cried. I was scared of losing her...
I told her, i said i was sorry, She wouldn't believe me. I told her i loved her, nothing. By the end of the night things got a little better... what sux is that teusday we made 11 months. I have felt like shit these last few days... the most horrible that i ever felt... why do i always fuck shit up... well yea.. the only thing that gives me comfort is that everything happens for a reason... why this happened i dont know... well all i have to say is that i love her, and im really sorry...
Im gonna go now... laterz
-Me