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Well i havent updated in a while because i didnt wantto be typing the same thing every night about how crap i feel and blah blah blah because, and lets face it, no one wants to read about how crap i am feeling.
the last week has been a bit crazy.
went on a binge and was drunk for the whole week.
took rachel to Reading on thursday and she had the abortion. hmm.
friday i went to James' house in westminster and stayed there until today. we went to a metal club on friday night/saturday morning at the mean fiddler. i got drunk, as per usual, and had a good time for once. there were sexy goths there <3
woke up at 1pm saturday, got food, went to hammersmith so see slayer/slipknot. christ on a speedboat. such a good gig. so damn heavy. my ears are still ringing. pit wasnt up to much. i was pooping my pants about it as i thought old fat bald metal heads would be killing each other during slayer but there werent THAT many. Slipknot blew me away. so inch perfect and enthusiastic. i moshed my bum off to them and only got elbowed once :)
woke up at 12pm today and went to camden. bought this CD <3 and some green hair dye. not much but it was a nice change from shitty guildford town centre. didnt get my eyebrow pierced because i had run out of money. soon i will though. i will.
hair doesnt look so good right now, but i need to see it in natural light. meh. if its shit its shit.
Today would have been mine and Ami's one year aniversary. weird. i still miss her so much. this week i've been dreaming of her nightly. just wish i wasnt such a shit person.
ah well.
so there you go...
...i am still emo.
the last week has been a bit crazy.
went on a binge and was drunk for the whole week.
took rachel to Reading on thursday and she had the abortion. hmm.
friday i went to James' house in westminster and stayed there until today. we went to a metal club on friday night/saturday morning at the mean fiddler. i got drunk, as per usual, and had a good time for once. there were sexy goths there <3
woke up at 1pm saturday, got food, went to hammersmith so see slayer/slipknot. christ on a speedboat. such a good gig. so damn heavy. my ears are still ringing. pit wasnt up to much. i was pooping my pants about it as i thought old fat bald metal heads would be killing each other during slayer but there werent THAT many. Slipknot blew me away. so inch perfect and enthusiastic. i moshed my bum off to them and only got elbowed once :)
woke up at 12pm today and went to camden. bought this CD <3 and some green hair dye. not much but it was a nice change from shitty guildford town centre. didnt get my eyebrow pierced because i had run out of money. soon i will though. i will.
hair doesnt look so good right now, but i need to see it in natural light. meh. if its shit its shit.
Today would have been mine and Ami's one year aniversary. weird. i still miss her so much. this week i've been dreaming of her nightly. just wish i wasnt such a shit person.
ah well.
so there you go...
...i am still emo.