i need to go get stuff done. what am I doing?
one final down, 4 to go. I'm done on wednesdayyy!!
I've realized that this semester i've felt more lonely than I have in the past.. it isn't like urking me or anything, but I just don't really understand why it's happening. I guess my first semester at Hamline was pretty bad/lonely too, but that was mostly due to an awful roommate. Another problem may be the fact that I have to give up socializing for school work a lot more than I have in the past.. but that's why I'm going to college. I'm not paying $25,000 a year to socialize. I'm paying that much so I can go somewhere in life. Either way.. I wish I didn't feel like this. I just feel kind of.. isolated here at Hamline. When usually I do not. And I get strange subtle vibes from my friends that i don't like.. but oh well. I'm still always in a great mood though and I'm still happy, it's just a strange feeling.
It will probably get better/go away.
I would probably die without Aaron, though. He's the best friend that I've ever had in my whole life.
on another note, I desperately need to get my xmas shopping done. I don't like that we are like the LAST people to be let out of school..
I've realized that this semester i've felt more lonely than I have in the past.. it isn't like urking me or anything, but I just don't really understand why it's happening. I guess my first semester at Hamline was pretty bad/lonely too, but that was mostly due to an awful roommate. Another problem may be the fact that I have to give up socializing for school work a lot more than I have in the past.. but that's why I'm going to college. I'm not paying $25,000 a year to socialize. I'm paying that much so I can go somewhere in life. Either way.. I wish I didn't feel like this. I just feel kind of.. isolated here at Hamline. When usually I do not. And I get strange subtle vibes from my friends that i don't like.. but oh well. I'm still always in a great mood though and I'm still happy, it's just a strange feeling.
It will probably get better/go away.
I would probably die without Aaron, though. He's the best friend that I've ever had in my whole life.
on another note, I desperately need to get my xmas shopping done. I don't like that we are like the LAST people to be let out of school..