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What, my 10th entry today? Lenny messaged me today. I actually talked to him for the most part. Here's a good chunk of the combo, I'd appreciate if you gave it a read. I get error-happy when i type fast, so ignore the misspellings.
[22:58] The evening of the Moon: that night we were playing the halo 3 beta
[22:58] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: :-O
[22:58] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: that's a long time
[22:58] The evening of the Moon: i ended up walking home and haen't spoken to him since
[22:59] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: damn man...I know that was a weird night...And Kyle did overreact...But still we've all known each other since school...You can't just cut things off...well you can...but it's gotta be rough
[22:59] The evening of the Moon: it was a while before i started talking to kevin and simon again
[22:59] The evening of the Moon: even then i don't really think of simon as a friend anymore
[23:00] The evening of the Moon: i can, and i will
[23:00] The evening of the Moon: kyle was a shitty friend
[23:00] The evening of the Moon: he was shitty to everyone around him except simon, mike, and kevin
[23:00] The evening of the Moon: me, you, his family, kristen
[23:00] The evening of the Moon: he treated us all like dirt
[23:01] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Funny thing is...He's gonna get a rude awakening...
[23:01] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: he's dating Kristin
[23:01] The evening of the Moon: i remember when kyle's mom said she wasn't good enoug for him
[23:01] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Hm...don't repeat this ok?
[23:01] The evening of the Moon: sometimes i see it the other way around
[23:01] The evening of the Moon: ok
[23:02] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: *he asked me not to repeat it, so I won't post it here*
[23:03] The evening of the Moon: yea
[23:03] The evening of the Moon: kristen is nice, and means well
[23:03] The evening of the Moon: but fucks with everyone
[23:03] The evening of the Moon: kyle's just an asshole
[23:03] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: I think the common term used was Prick
[23:03] The evening of the Moon: heh
[23:04] The evening of the Moon: i talked to simon the other day for the first time in almost a month
[23:04] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: I called him today and he was cold as usual *sigh* I try...mainly because I knew you all from high school which is why I still attempt to talk to you even if you do hate me
[23:04] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: not simon...Kyle
[23:04] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: I haven't talked to Simon in a while
[23:04] The evening of the Moon: right
[23:04] The evening of the Moon: but simon mentioned me going to kyles
[23:04] The evening of the Moon: i was pretty much like yea fyuck that
[23:05] The evening of the Moon: i'd rather do something less painful, like stick my dick in the oven
[23:05] lennys_damnation@comcast.net:
[23:05] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: ouch lol
[23:05] The evening of the Moon: seirosusly
[23:05] The evening of the Moon: it's not even about that night anymore
[23:05] The evening of the Moon: ever time i go there i get treated like shit and leave pissed off
[23:06] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Well...Me and Katie booked it out of there. Which is what I suggest everyone I know does...That place is hell...And the people who don't realize it can learn the hard way
[23:07] The evening of the Moon: well
[23:07] The evening of the Moon: it was mainly simon and kyle
[23:07] The evening of the Moon: i got so sick of kyle blowing up every time i made an off-the wall comment
[23:08] The evening of the Moon: and simon getting pissed every time anyone mentions something he's not interested in
[23:08] The evening of the Moon: if it's not simon's FAVORITE THING EVER, he'll be damned if he's going to hear about it
[23:09] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: lol you know...I could never put a name to simons personality till you said that
[23:09] The evening of the Moon: do you see it too?
[23:09] The evening of the Moon: he's hit me for talking about shit he doesn't like
[23:10] The evening of the Moon: and yet he acts like he's the most open-minded motherfucker to ever live
[23:11] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Being angry about that understandable...Just don't take it out on Annette
[23:11] The evening of the Moon: ?
[23:12] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Just saying...Not that you would...But I thought It would be good to say it...
[23:12] The evening of the Moon: oh
[23:12] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Anger is a dangerous thing...Even if it is healhy
[23:12] The evening of the Moon: but yea were you there that night when i ended up walking home?
[23:12] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Ugh can't spell today
[23:12] The evening of the Moon: i think you had left by then
[23:12] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: yeah
[23:12] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: I was there
[23:12] The evening of the Moon: i didn't remember if you saw kyle yell at me or not
[23:12] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: I think...I spent the night...
[23:13] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Oh I saw kyle yell.
[23:13] The evening of the Moon: yea
[23:13] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: ...Everyone was quiet for a while
[23:13] The evening of the Moon: simon pretty much came out and said kyle was justified
[23:13] The evening of the Moon: part of the reason i left was because kyle yelled, the other reason was because NOBODY BACKED ME UP
[23:13] The evening of the Moon: we all knew he was being a prick
[23:14] lennys_damnation@comcast.net:
sorry about that...I really didn't want to get involved
[23:14] The evening of the Moon: when I get mad about shit like that, everyone and there brother rams me with "STFU JAKEq"
[23:14] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: You were justified in being pissed...and I would have said something but at the time I was lacking in the friends department...wrong thing to do I know...but everyone is allowed mistakes
[23:15] The evening of the Moon: yea
[23:15] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: And...I don't give a damn what people think anymore
[23:15] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: you don't like me...oh well not gonna change the facts
[23:15] The evening of the Moon: well i was mainly reffering to kevin and simon because they were really close firends of mine at the time
[23:15] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: yeah
[23:16] The evening of the Moon: but simon obviously was on the verge of backing KYLE up, and kevin's been friends with kyle longer than me, so i think that's why
[23:16] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: *shrug* people are idiots
[23:17] The evening of the Moon: yea, and it's not even worth being friends with that whole crew anymore
[23:18] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: I'm in Florida because of it
I talk to the people I feel I want to talk to when I want to talk to them and I have my really close friends that I developed later on after school...
[23:18] The evening of the Moon: and it kind of annoyed me that almost every time i was there, NOBODY drank (except kristen, of course) untill after I left
[23:18] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Lol
[23:18] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Kristin ALWAYS drinks
[23:18] The evening of the Moon: every time, i would talk to someone the next day talking about everyone being drunk, but nobody was drinking when i was there
[23:18] The evening of the Moon: simon said it was a coincidence, which i seriously doubt
[23:19] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: ...you know...I think that was the night Kristin showed up and I fertilized the front yard...
[23:19] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Not trying to piss you off...But drinking isn't all that fun really...
[23:19] The evening of the Moon: well it's not that
[23:20] The evening of the Moon: and i pobvably wouldn't have joined in
[23:20] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: it's that no one offered
[23:20] The evening of the Moon: but i felt like everyone was afraid to drink around me
[23:20] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: hm...wasn't expecting that response...YOu know I don't think I've ever seen you drunk
[23:20] The evening of the Moon: it's like wtf, if you're gonna do it, fucking do it
[23:21] The evening of the Moon: i've never really drank before
[23:21] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: ah gotcha
[23:21] The evening of the Moon: but that shouldn't stop people from drinking around me
[23:21] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: touche
[23:21] The evening of the Moon: and i felt like it was
[23:21] The evening of the Moon: like i was some kiddie goody-two-shoes that people idn't want to offend, and i never want to be that guy
[23:22] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: It's ironic that people get that view on people who don't drink...
[23:22] The evening of the Moon: yea
[23:23] The evening of the Moon: i felt like kristen was the only one who gave me any respect, and she was drunk all the time so who knows how sincere that was
[23:23] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: LMFAO
[23:23] The evening of the Moon: ?
[23:23] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: don't forget high...*cough*
[23:23] The evening of the Moon: lol yea
[23:23] The evening of the Moon: i remember her and veronica dissappearing 3-4 times one night, of course sharing a bowl in the garage
[23:24] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: *sigh* I swear I will never ever smoke pot again...And I will deffinatly never smoke pot and drink with Kristin again
[23:24] The evening of the Moon: yea
[23:24] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: good god that's a weird fucked up experiance
[23:25] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Hm...I never realized how bad it was in michigan before...
[23:25] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Ironic really
[23:26] The evening of the Moon: ytea
[23:26] The evening of the Moon: i don't want t leave
[23:26] The evening of the Moon: i just know i don't belong at kyle's anymore
[23:26] The evening of the Moon: haven't thrown a LAN party in almost a year
[23:26] The evening of the Moon: but since then I've lost over half the main planning crew
Aaaaaaaand the convo pretty much ended there. As for what was said... I don't give a fuck. So I'm not friends with kyle or mike anymore. I doubt i'll ever see kristen without kyle. Simon acts like he wants to be friends but blows me off, which I have seen him do to his other "friends", which just makes me curious as to the shit he says behind my back. Kevin is the only one I'm not afraid to talk to, but I never really get the chance to hang out with him anymore.
Ah well. I'm in college, I'll meet new people. People who respect me for once. I'm going to a school a million times bigger than my high school, and it's a small college. there is not one single person that I have more than one class with, and that actually isn't an exaggeration. I'm already meeting new people, so maybe I'll have a new LAN crew soon enough. Don't think, however, that I'm getting rid of everyone. Many old friends are still worth being friends with, and inviting to my parties. Hopefully, though, YOU are the friends who know who you are.
[22:58] The evening of the Moon: that night we were playing the halo 3 beta
[22:58] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: :-O
[22:58] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: that's a long time
[22:58] The evening of the Moon: i ended up walking home and haen't spoken to him since
[22:59] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: damn man...I know that was a weird night...And Kyle did overreact...But still we've all known each other since school...You can't just cut things off...well you can...but it's gotta be rough
[22:59] The evening of the Moon: it was a while before i started talking to kevin and simon again
[22:59] The evening of the Moon: even then i don't really think of simon as a friend anymore
[23:00] The evening of the Moon: i can, and i will
[23:00] The evening of the Moon: kyle was a shitty friend
[23:00] The evening of the Moon: he was shitty to everyone around him except simon, mike, and kevin
[23:00] The evening of the Moon: me, you, his family, kristen
[23:00] The evening of the Moon: he treated us all like dirt
[23:01] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Funny thing is...He's gonna get a rude awakening...
[23:01] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: he's dating Kristin
[23:01] The evening of the Moon: i remember when kyle's mom said she wasn't good enoug for him
[23:01] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Hm...don't repeat this ok?
[23:01] The evening of the Moon: sometimes i see it the other way around
[23:01] The evening of the Moon: ok
[23:02] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: *he asked me not to repeat it, so I won't post it here*
[23:03] The evening of the Moon: yea
[23:03] The evening of the Moon: kristen is nice, and means well
[23:03] The evening of the Moon: but fucks with everyone
[23:03] The evening of the Moon: kyle's just an asshole
[23:03] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: I think the common term used was Prick
[23:03] The evening of the Moon: heh
[23:04] The evening of the Moon: i talked to simon the other day for the first time in almost a month
[23:04] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: I called him today and he was cold as usual *sigh* I try...mainly because I knew you all from high school which is why I still attempt to talk to you even if you do hate me
[23:04] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: not simon...Kyle
[23:04] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: I haven't talked to Simon in a while
[23:04] The evening of the Moon: right
[23:04] The evening of the Moon: but simon mentioned me going to kyles
[23:04] The evening of the Moon: i was pretty much like yea fyuck that
[23:05] The evening of the Moon: i'd rather do something less painful, like stick my dick in the oven
[23:05] lennys_damnation@comcast.net:
[23:05] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: ouch lol
[23:05] The evening of the Moon: seirosusly
[23:05] The evening of the Moon: it's not even about that night anymore
[23:05] The evening of the Moon: ever time i go there i get treated like shit and leave pissed off
[23:06] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Well...Me and Katie booked it out of there. Which is what I suggest everyone I know does...That place is hell...And the people who don't realize it can learn the hard way
[23:07] The evening of the Moon: well
[23:07] The evening of the Moon: it was mainly simon and kyle
[23:07] The evening of the Moon: i got so sick of kyle blowing up every time i made an off-the wall comment
[23:08] The evening of the Moon: and simon getting pissed every time anyone mentions something he's not interested in
[23:08] The evening of the Moon: if it's not simon's FAVORITE THING EVER, he'll be damned if he's going to hear about it
[23:09] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: lol you know...I could never put a name to simons personality till you said that
[23:09] The evening of the Moon: do you see it too?
[23:09] The evening of the Moon: he's hit me for talking about shit he doesn't like
[23:10] The evening of the Moon: and yet he acts like he's the most open-minded motherfucker to ever live
[23:11] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Being angry about that understandable...Just don't take it out on Annette
[23:11] The evening of the Moon: ?
[23:12] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Just saying...Not that you would...But I thought It would be good to say it...
[23:12] The evening of the Moon: oh
[23:12] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Anger is a dangerous thing...Even if it is healhy
[23:12] The evening of the Moon: but yea were you there that night when i ended up walking home?
[23:12] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Ugh can't spell today
[23:12] The evening of the Moon: i think you had left by then
[23:12] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: yeah
[23:12] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: I was there
[23:12] The evening of the Moon: i didn't remember if you saw kyle yell at me or not
[23:12] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: I think...I spent the night...
[23:13] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Oh I saw kyle yell.
[23:13] The evening of the Moon: yea
[23:13] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: ...Everyone was quiet for a while
[23:13] The evening of the Moon: simon pretty much came out and said kyle was justified
[23:13] The evening of the Moon: part of the reason i left was because kyle yelled, the other reason was because NOBODY BACKED ME UP
[23:13] The evening of the Moon: we all knew he was being a prick
[23:14] lennys_damnation@comcast.net:
sorry about that...I really didn't want to get involved
[23:14] The evening of the Moon: when I get mad about shit like that, everyone and there brother rams me with "STFU JAKEq"
[23:14] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: You were justified in being pissed...and I would have said something but at the time I was lacking in the friends department...wrong thing to do I know...but everyone is allowed mistakes
[23:15] The evening of the Moon: yea
[23:15] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: And...I don't give a damn what people think anymore
[23:15] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: you don't like me...oh well not gonna change the facts
[23:15] The evening of the Moon: well i was mainly reffering to kevin and simon because they were really close firends of mine at the time
[23:15] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: yeah
[23:16] The evening of the Moon: but simon obviously was on the verge of backing KYLE up, and kevin's been friends with kyle longer than me, so i think that's why
[23:16] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: *shrug* people are idiots
[23:17] The evening of the Moon: yea, and it's not even worth being friends with that whole crew anymore
[23:18] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: I'm in Florida because of it
I talk to the people I feel I want to talk to when I want to talk to them and I have my really close friends that I developed later on after school...
[23:18] The evening of the Moon: and it kind of annoyed me that almost every time i was there, NOBODY drank (except kristen, of course) untill after I left
[23:18] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Lol
[23:18] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Kristin ALWAYS drinks
[23:18] The evening of the Moon: every time, i would talk to someone the next day talking about everyone being drunk, but nobody was drinking when i was there
[23:18] The evening of the Moon: simon said it was a coincidence, which i seriously doubt
[23:19] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: ...you know...I think that was the night Kristin showed up and I fertilized the front yard...
[23:19] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Not trying to piss you off...But drinking isn't all that fun really...
[23:19] The evening of the Moon: well it's not that
[23:20] The evening of the Moon: and i pobvably wouldn't have joined in
[23:20] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: it's that no one offered
[23:20] The evening of the Moon: but i felt like everyone was afraid to drink around me
[23:20] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: hm...wasn't expecting that response...YOu know I don't think I've ever seen you drunk
[23:20] The evening of the Moon: it's like wtf, if you're gonna do it, fucking do it
[23:21] The evening of the Moon: i've never really drank before
[23:21] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: ah gotcha
[23:21] The evening of the Moon: but that shouldn't stop people from drinking around me
[23:21] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: touche
[23:21] The evening of the Moon: and i felt like it was
[23:21] The evening of the Moon: like i was some kiddie goody-two-shoes that people idn't want to offend, and i never want to be that guy
[23:22] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: It's ironic that people get that view on people who don't drink...
[23:22] The evening of the Moon: yea
[23:23] The evening of the Moon: i felt like kristen was the only one who gave me any respect, and she was drunk all the time so who knows how sincere that was
[23:23] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: LMFAO
[23:23] The evening of the Moon: ?
[23:23] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: don't forget high...*cough*
[23:23] The evening of the Moon: lol yea
[23:23] The evening of the Moon: i remember her and veronica dissappearing 3-4 times one night, of course sharing a bowl in the garage
[23:24] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: *sigh* I swear I will never ever smoke pot again...And I will deffinatly never smoke pot and drink with Kristin again
[23:24] The evening of the Moon: yea
[23:24] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: good god that's a weird fucked up experiance
[23:25] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Hm...I never realized how bad it was in michigan before...
[23:25] lennys_damnation@comcast.net: Ironic really
[23:26] The evening of the Moon: ytea
[23:26] The evening of the Moon: i don't want t leave
[23:26] The evening of the Moon: i just know i don't belong at kyle's anymore
[23:26] The evening of the Moon: haven't thrown a LAN party in almost a year
[23:26] The evening of the Moon: but since then I've lost over half the main planning crew
Aaaaaaaand the convo pretty much ended there. As for what was said... I don't give a fuck. So I'm not friends with kyle or mike anymore. I doubt i'll ever see kristen without kyle. Simon acts like he wants to be friends but blows me off, which I have seen him do to his other "friends", which just makes me curious as to the shit he says behind my back. Kevin is the only one I'm not afraid to talk to, but I never really get the chance to hang out with him anymore.
Ah well. I'm in college, I'll meet new people. People who respect me for once. I'm going to a school a million times bigger than my high school, and it's a small college. there is not one single person that I have more than one class with, and that actually isn't an exaggeration. I'm already meeting new people, so maybe I'll have a new LAN crew soon enough. Don't think, however, that I'm getting rid of everyone. Many old friends are still worth being friends with, and inviting to my parties. Hopefully, though, YOU are the friends who know who you are.