bleh
so lately, there are many things wrong lately. since the past weekend i've been through a shit load of friend drama (which i will not delve into), as well as taking on an additional twenty four work hours in the past two weeks (9-6 pm tuesday through friday) which is tiring, and just today, my dad's birthday no less (happy birthday kevin), i was informed that my kitty, dewey, was hit by a car, and didnt make it. i'm really in a bad place. unhappy alot now and wasting my summer. work is not a waste of time, and i love most of the staff, but i feel like i've frittered it away and it's already gone. how did that happen?i'm sure most people feel the same way, but what the hell, i'm can still complain. i miss being able to trust my friends (most), i hate fucking drama, i wish i could do my summer over again (along with the rest of my life, and i miss dewey. i miss chris already too. screw new york and whatever appeal it has. fuck 'em. until next time then...
goodnight.