so now he wants to be friends...

[the_mailman]

So now he wants us to still be friends. It's going to hurt so bad, and I don't know when I'll be ready for that. I've been thinking about it all day. I went to the mall with Kensie and Kyle and I sort of felt like the 3rd wheel, but I know that I didn't like that when a friend would hang out with me and jb and think that they were the third wheel or unwanted, so I didn't let it bother me (plus three wheels makes a tricycle!). But the whole time I looked at them and saw how happy they were. I wanted so badly to have a guy like Kyle, or atleast someone to care about me like Kyle cares about Kensie. They're so cute together, and I'm glad that they are together. Later we went to Brittany's party (I got Eeyore socks!!!). Then we went to Blockbuster and got 'Finding Neverland'. I missed the firth part, and we haven't even finished it. So I'll I know about the movie was that someone danced with a bear and there's a kid named Peter in it. That's about it haha. Tomorrow's his graduation... oi vey, what am I to do? I hope things aren't awkward when I see him of his parents. Aferwards I'm going to lunch with him, we'll see how that goes. Afterwards I'm going to Titsuville for my cousins graduation :-) That will be super fun, and I can't wait to see my family. It's been too long, and I want to see my Uncle George really bad. OH YEA, IT'S SUMMER BIATCHS... that's right no more school until August... WOO HOO! Well, time to go hang out with the love of my life... KENSIE (oh yea, I'm lesbian now) heh heh
<3 mary beth
P.S. my mom said that I looked better today, and I feel somewhat better, a lot better compared to yesterday.