May 09, 2010 10:52
I've also been thinking about other areas of my life. I've had a steady part-time job for the past seven years. I've been consistent in flying though college by the seat of my pants, doing half-assed last minute work all six years. i sit at home and do nothing but watch TV, DVDs, and play video games. And it's always the same show or game, eve though they completely and utterly bore me. I hang out with the same people over and over and over again. I'm sick of clubbing, but I continue to go clubbing (even though I rarely do it).
My life feels to consistent at times. Too comfortable at times. In fact, so comfortable that I don't want to do anything that would disrupt my daily and weekly routines. It just feels like my lifestyle is a coffin, in which I'm completely content to lay.
I need something to shake up the status quo. It's out there, somewhere, and I've just got to find it.