Updating with shards to spare...

May 29, 2004 22:25

Loves,



Anyway, when did I last- ah, yes, the whole Mike's-not-really-mad-but-he-probably-doesn't-like-me-anyway-and-thus-grants-the-same-result thing... Well, it's Saturday, and we still haven't spoken since that time. Kinda sad, especially since Tracy and Rachel have told me that if I don't speak to him before school resumes on Tuesday (yeah, Monday off! XD), they'll personally attempt to hurt him in some way. -.- My, why do so many of you offer to hurt him? Not very nice, y'know..

Thursady was the field trip to UCLA to see the play Iphigenia. Wow, I was incredibly impressed by not only the campus itself, but by the play and the students. I noticed that most of the people I saw there were alone, and it made me a bit melancholy, thinking that later on, there's a high chance that I'd have forsaken my comrades in college for the dusty pages of books.. I mean yeah, I'll be doing that eventually anyway, but college should at least have a higher friend rate..something.. But yes! As I was saying, the play was..amazing. The chorus was the main focus, and their voices were so in sync & harmonius that I was left wide-eyed in wonder. I loved it, and the ending, with the satyrs.. Yeah.. I don't think I have to really say that I should see more Greek plays. ^o^ Woot!

Yesterday I worked, and obtained my first paycheck for $69 (yes, I realize the incredibly humorous irony. Ha.). Of course, I only received 20, since my dad has the bright idea of putting the rest in my savings account (dammit. -.-;; foiled again..). But such is life, ne? Afterward, I went to Melissa's house to spend the night, and there was much playing of Gitaroo Man and Shadow Hearts. XD Wonderful games, really.

Today I went to see Van Helsing, like most of the other mainstream populace, and I had a good time. Sure,t he movie didn't really expand my conscienceness of humanity or broaden my humanity or perspective, but y'know, occasionally it's just worth it to blow $15 bucks on overpriced food to see a fun movie, y'know? ^_^ A trip to the art store was in order afterward, and in simply seeing the sheer amount of supplies, canvases, paints..Ah~ My lust for painting and creation has been rekindled to a fierce inferno of inspiration! Good day today, especially since I got my car today too~! X3 I can't really drive it until Tuesday, when the insurance is taken care of, but it's splendid that I have it now. TwT O happy day..

Next, after I got home from Melissa's, I went to hang out with Jack and Don. Went to Taco Bell.. Short trip, but interesting. Around 6:45 I was then dropped off at the Drama Awards, and my, it was.. so much fun, so much fun. ^_^ Though I'm certain I would have been utterly out of place and miserable had Zack, Dan, Megan, and Melissa not been there. Really. I believe that the only word I spoke to Mike there was a "Congratulations" as he was leaving, since he'd won every award that he'd been nominated for. ^.^ I'm happy for him, and he did smile at me.. Not that it means anything, but.. *small sigh* he has so much sway over my emotions, no matter what he does, all because of my foolish love...Why can't I just say to him "Yes, I do want a relationship, but I can be your friend at least before anything.."? Possibly because he probably couldn't..care..less....Ah, well... Then, I was going to go to David's party afterward, but by the time we arrived it had already been split up (methinks the 'rents came back a tad earlier than expected..) So now, I'm back home again, and feeling a little less happy than I had been in the art store. Ah love, love is....love is...is..

End that sentence for me, won't you?

Out of Place,

Lephise
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