astronaut-faced, in desperate need of rain.

Aug 04, 2007 23:16


notes on lifethings--

[] clinging, whether psychological or base-line emotional, is something that you / i / everyone ever need(s) to let go of constantly. it's like peeling clothes off perpetually, but of course alone and away from everyone else. or you know, around people, but since it's a damn metaphor, worry little about how serious to take it. just use the idea of it in the brain-box. i learn from myself every few hours, i guess it's semi-obvious.

[] once i start investing my free time in watching law & order: svu / ci, i am lame at taking my eyes away from the teevee. it's not like they're even super spectacular-- as far as the quality of the acting or of the content being acted out, but for some reason i just watch it on repeat when it's on repeat. bad little addiction.

[] i'm thinking that having most hours off today and not having to work at all tomorrow is way nice but also turning me into a dud. how wretched either way. hah. but at least i had some time to spend with the plants today, and i hit up the library. i'm now on the old classic, wuthering heights. and dollar store cheap but good, spicy yarn. fffhhh.

[] all credit cards paid off cleanly except for the credit union one. i don't even know when my payment dates are because i just pay them off super-soon to get them the hell out of the way. maybe that's a healthier obsession, at least in financial terms ? mmm.

[] my chef is soon to arrive. i miss mornings though i always have to leave in a rush during them. ((( )))

& the neighbours are on vacation from sunday to sunday starting tomorrow. holy crap, i can be loud again, or at least i can just live as though i don't have rent-takers spying on my every sound. i'm not a huge fan of noise anyway (at all ever) so i'm unlikely to be loud except in select rooms. whatttttt.
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