laughing last means being quiet beforehand;
lists, lists, things.
(( things i need to do more / or just at all ))
o visit cemeteries
o lie down in the grass / stare at the sky, a different view than usual
o breathe (less shallow-like / less randomly, more regularly)
o floss my teeth
o try to notice thigh jigglings as i walk up / down hills
o happily smack my thighs because i love them
o remember that although my sister is a pathological, self-serving liar, she doesn't control me (as much) anymore & i am fortunate to be out of that house
o make ongoing grocery lists
o figure out how to write again
o use coupons before they expire
o pay for gas with cash, not credit
o try to step into others' brain-shoes sometimes so i don't get all caught up in myself
o talk to & caress the plant-babies
o check for meteor shower listings
o make social plans & perhaps keep them
o glitz up on some old french phrases
o tell momma quite regularly how much i love & miss her
o appreciate colours / the contrasts of them in nature
o hug crape myrtle trees, or their trunks
o never misplace my sunglasses on the car ride home
o quit working in such boring formats like left-aligned lists !
o love harder, express emotions softer
o find all my scattered bobby pins & put them into old apple butter jars
o avoid arguments about racism with the chef
o create some short-term life goals since jobs are not calling me
o stretch, knit, and sleep