creepster.
it really seems unreasonable that my own mother's mother is still alive & prejudice while my mother is dead & was notprejudice, racist, or anything so discriminatory.
i hope she's grateful for the life god is allowing her to live for so many damn years.
too bad she is shitty at math and thinks she's had 2 daughters since the 1970s when really she's had 3 all along. dawn, sheron, and trina-- who writes to me but has nothing to say to me when i say i miss my mother & it hurts that she's gone, because trina can't relate. plus she didn't talk to my mother for over 30 years, so you know. i guess you wouldn't have much to say in such a case.
but at least i have an aunt. i never had one before trina. i've never had a lot of family that the rest of my family had. i am a waste of general appreciation for breath and all it entails.