long, but it was needed. <3 i missed you guys.
Sorry budz . I haven't been updating as much as I was a year ago (everyday)
So, this week... has been super rough. I'm starting to not dwell as much on Ice's death - which might sound bad, but it really is actually good. I miss her so much and think of her everyday when I walk into my side door after being dropped off by my mom or walking home from the bus stop with Steven. She will always be in my heart.
Another bad thing... I lost one of my wallets. I got it for my birthday from a friend... and it's a Vera Bradley pink wallet... I wasn't too much into the whole VB thing, but always thought it was cute... although it does kind of look Granny to me because I've grown up around old people with those types of purses.. and they used them for putting Bingo bobbers in. Bobbers = stamp/marker thing. Anyways, the wallet had [has] my permit in it, $10.00 in cash, $10.00 on a Starbucks card, my city ID, and my Y membership. I'm pretty sure I lost it on the bus on Tuesday because some people were going through my stuff but in a joking way and trying to mess with me. Long story short, I called this girl's house right when she got off (right when I realized it was gone) and I told her mom that several kids went through my stuff but I wasn't sure if she had it... and I guess her mom strip-searched her and she didn't have it... People want me to apologize, so I probably will for the heck of it, even though I kind of don't want to.. i know bad.
Grades, who knows. I don't even know. I don't really want to know. I just need to start being more involved and volunteer more around the community. For some reason, I'm taking this college thing really serious and want to do so much better than I am now. So, next year I might be on SWIM TEAM and possibly go out for soccer (but stay more than one conditioning practice).
some things i learned these past couple of weeks :
-i think my family is pretty stubborn and needs to stop being that. get along, geeeze.
-i think i might be in love... well heavily like. and i can't stop it and it's tearing me apart.
-life is short. it truely is... :[
-it sucks when you start realizing who your true friends are.
and the ending... ---> tomorrow: austins party [?] saturday: soccer pictures, soccer game, & mel's party. and sunday: the buccaneer game... vs. redskins. <3 peace.
ps. you must be awesome to have read this whole thing. so im expecting a couple comments.
So, this week... has been super rough. I'm starting to not dwell as much on Ice's death - which might sound bad, but it really is actually good. I miss her so much and think of her everyday when I walk into my side door after being dropped off by my mom or walking home from the bus stop with Steven. She will always be in my heart.
Another bad thing... I lost one of my wallets. I got it for my birthday from a friend... and it's a Vera Bradley pink wallet... I wasn't too much into the whole VB thing, but always thought it was cute... although it does kind of look Granny to me because I've grown up around old people with those types of purses.. and they used them for putting Bingo bobbers in. Bobbers = stamp/marker thing. Anyways, the wallet had [has] my permit in it, $10.00 in cash, $10.00 on a Starbucks card, my city ID, and my Y membership. I'm pretty sure I lost it on the bus on Tuesday because some people were going through my stuff but in a joking way and trying to mess with me. Long story short, I called this girl's house right when she got off (right when I realized it was gone) and I told her mom that several kids went through my stuff but I wasn't sure if she had it... and I guess her mom strip-searched her and she didn't have it... People want me to apologize, so I probably will for the heck of it, even though I kind of don't want to.. i know bad.
Grades, who knows. I don't even know. I don't really want to know. I just need to start being more involved and volunteer more around the community. For some reason, I'm taking this college thing really serious and want to do so much better than I am now. So, next year I might be on SWIM TEAM and possibly go out for soccer (but stay more than one conditioning practice).
some things i learned these past couple of weeks :
-i think my family is pretty stubborn and needs to stop being that. get along, geeeze.
-i think i might be in love... well heavily like. and i can't stop it and it's tearing me apart.
-life is short. it truely is... :[
-it sucks when you start realizing who your true friends are.
and the ending... ---> tomorrow: austins party [?] saturday: soccer pictures, soccer game, & mel's party. and sunday: the buccaneer game... vs. redskins. <3 peace.
ps. you must be awesome to have read this whole thing. so im expecting a couple comments.