9.2
OOC: Some answers are AU and RP-based
I intended to be a doctor as I wished to help people, but this dream had never come true. I ended up working as a lowly orderly. However I cared for sick patients better than some of the doctors. Helping people certainly made me better.
There was a terminal cancer patient named John Kramer. He felt lonely and hopeless so I decided to comfort him, and we eventually made friends. It was on one of my visits that he shared with me his philosophy that seemed rather harsh and twisted, but I appreciated it.
I saw my life as a series of bitter failures and I didn’t think it was my fault. I thought it was unfair. But when I met John and learned about the tragedy that had happened to him I realized that I had nothing to complain about.
Once I looked straight in Dr. Gordon’s eyes and told him that he was wrong.
Once I was injected with a slow-acting nerve agent. The threat of death made me realize how precious my life was.
I could scarcely control my own life, but thanks to John I took control.
I got the Rules to live by. It fixed me.
While I was lurking in Dr. Gordon’s house his little daughter eventually saw me. We had a little chat and it was so...moving, really. I’m sorry if I scared her.
Detective Tapp chased me into the sewers and we ended up fighting. Although I was injured and walked with a limp, I beat him. For the first time in my life I won. (Ooh, I’ve never thought I can be so tough )
I used to hate Lawrence Gordon (for many reasons). But ever since the day I saw him in the bathroom trap I don’t hate him any longer.
I was at death's door so today I’m grateful to be alive
I went through fear and pain and it made me stronger
I confronted my own demons and I got free of them
Muse: Zep Hindle
Fandom: Saw