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[nottome]

13 of the hardest things you've ever done.

1. Forgive
2. Step into a church
3. Say yes
4. Say no
5. Say I promise
6. Call him
7. Tell her
8. Not break down in front of him
9. Go to the funeral
10. Ask for help
11. Say I'm okay
12. Survive in LA
13. Make a living

13 of the easiest things you've ever done.

1. Fall in love
2. Move to New York
3. Hate my brother
4. Graduate high school with flying colors
5. Graduate college with flying colors
6. Graduate gradschool with flying colors
7. Decide to go to LA
8. Decide what my ultimate long-term goal is
9. Lose my faith
10. Get a job from Tony
11. Butt in instead of leave things alone
12. Be there for Rachel
13. Make the list below

13 things that haunt you.

1. Daniel
2. His face
3. The blood
4. The sound of the gun going off
5. The remains of his skull
6. The brain matter
7. The days we spent talking
8. His smile
9. His laugh
10. His potential
11. The look in her eyes
12. His mother's grief
13. God's oh-so-mysterious ways