37.1 Hardest Things, 37.2 Easiest Things.

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37.2 - 13 of the easiest things you've ever done.
1. Marrying Michael Vaughn.
2. Leaving people from my life behind.
3. Standing up to her.
4. Going to kill my father.
5. Finding excuses for not having pulled the trigger.
6. Trying to live up to his expectations.
7. Keeping everyone out.
8. Dying.
9. Not contacting him.
10. Breaking the rules.
11. Hate.
12. Lying to myself.
13. Lying to him.


37.1 - 13 of the hardest things you've ever done.
1. Maintaining the facade of marriage for two years.
2. Facing people from my past again.
3. Accepting failure.
4. Going through with killing my father.
5. Forgiving myself for not pulling the trigger.
6. Knowing I never would live up to his expectations.
7. Letting someone in.
8. Starting over.
9. Not contacting him.
10. Obeying every other rule.
11. Love.
12. Admitting the truth to myself.
13. Finally telling him the truth.