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What is wrong with this week? It's just one thing after another... Constant disappointment. Everything I've set out to do has fallen through. It's getting despressing. I'm trying to tell myself that all this disappointment is leading up to one awesome thing that's going to happen to me... Like it'll all balance out. Eh. But I'm having trouble believing it... Seeing as most of last year was disappointing and I'm still yet to see something even close to making up for it. I've been desperately trying to keep a positive attitute. I have the most supportive parents in the world. They are doing absolutely everything they can to get me back on my feet... But I feel like I'm a drain on the family. They can't keep supporting me like this. I'm nearly 19. Broke. No car. No job. No idea what I'm meant to be doing this year. Argh. It's pathetic. I have to stop before I make myself feel any worse.