Rise and Fall
Truth is... I can feel it. I feel as if something is about to break through me. I wish I knew what... sometimes the unknown frightens me.
The past has been a roller coaster, as I'm sure the future is to be. I find myself feeling victimized, although I know in my head that I am not, for I have created my own world FULL of victims. Sometimes I wish I had never gone through what I did, other times I am grateful for it. However, nothing can be changed now, there is no going back, only forward, even if forward does sometimes hold us back.
I am meant for something, arent I? Arent we all? Sometimes I ponder that thought and get up in my head about it. I have so much passion for life and the experiences that lie within life itself, and such a lust to experience it all... however, I feel there will never be enough time nor will I ever have the resources. I have got to be careful.
That is all.
The past has been a roller coaster, as I'm sure the future is to be. I find myself feeling victimized, although I know in my head that I am not, for I have created my own world FULL of victims. Sometimes I wish I had never gone through what I did, other times I am grateful for it. However, nothing can be changed now, there is no going back, only forward, even if forward does sometimes hold us back.
I am meant for something, arent I? Arent we all? Sometimes I ponder that thought and get up in my head about it. I have so much passion for life and the experiences that lie within life itself, and such a lust to experience it all... however, I feel there will never be enough time nor will I ever have the resources. I have got to be careful.
That is all.