I just wanted you to know.

[the_libra_lady]

I hate what you did. I know none of us can ever know what you were thinking or why you did it or whether you even thought what you did would kill you, but you need to know I think that was very selfish. You had music in you. So much music. I still have every piece of music I performed that you wrote. Except the version of the Star-Spangled Banner you made for Alexis and I because I was upset we wouldn't get to sing it at graduation. We expected you to be the next Eric Whitacre. Did we jinx it? Did we expect the world from you? You could've done it. You died with so much music in you. You jerk. You selfish jerk. I just wanted you to know I hate what you did. I hate it.

And even though out of everyone, I don't have enough right to be this upset, I am. And if you have internet access where ever you are, I just wanted you to know. I miss you, you selfish jerk.