Pair of twos!
WOAH. 3-DAY WEEKEND. I don't know if I can express just how excited this makes me. 'Cause it actually leaves time for things like socializing which I find I can't do as much these days.
I DID IT. I FINALLY DID IT. With some encouraging from my voice teacher, I talked to Ms. Adkins about how I'm doing and what I can improve upon etc. And the results were good and she said I had improved so much this year which I'm very happy about. I also got up the nerve to ask her about the whole me getting a C for my final last year but she was totally surprised and told me that must've been a mistake and so, even though it won't effect my overall grade, she's going to change the C to an A. So yay. ^_^ I feel like we understand each other much better now and that makes me happy.
The first week of Driver's Ed. is officially completed. And let me just say: IT'S SO DULL. If I didn't have Jess and Brit there, I just don't know what I would do. Mr Green is a nice guy and I really like him, but the subject matter is really riveting...at all. So, on saturday I shall go down to the MVA to get my permit good and early and then Tuesday is the day Sunny and I go driving so hooray for first time driving. :D I hope I don't suck.
In my mind, I feel like everything is a competition these days and I wish it wasn't so. Perhaps it's just how I percieve things and how I feel the need to prove myself to others, but it really is exhausting. It creates such needless anger and frustration which is something we as teenagers don't need. And so everything's a struggle, for me at least. You're constantly getting graded all throughout life on everything it seems. Maybe I'm just imagining it all but I can't seem to get out of this mentality.
I miss you people. Really and truly.
I DID IT. I FINALLY DID IT. With some encouraging from my voice teacher, I talked to Ms. Adkins about how I'm doing and what I can improve upon etc. And the results were good and she said I had improved so much this year which I'm very happy about. I also got up the nerve to ask her about the whole me getting a C for my final last year but she was totally surprised and told me that must've been a mistake and so, even though it won't effect my overall grade, she's going to change the C to an A. So yay. ^_^ I feel like we understand each other much better now and that makes me happy.
The first week of Driver's Ed. is officially completed. And let me just say: IT'S SO DULL. If I didn't have Jess and Brit there, I just don't know what I would do. Mr Green is a nice guy and I really like him, but the subject matter is really riveting...at all. So, on saturday I shall go down to the MVA to get my permit good and early and then Tuesday is the day Sunny and I go driving so hooray for first time driving. :D I hope I don't suck.
In my mind, I feel like everything is a competition these days and I wish it wasn't so. Perhaps it's just how I percieve things and how I feel the need to prove myself to others, but it really is exhausting. It creates such needless anger and frustration which is something we as teenagers don't need. And so everything's a struggle, for me at least. You're constantly getting graded all throughout life on everything it seems. Maybe I'm just imagining it all but I can't seem to get out of this mentality.
I miss you people. Really and truly.