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[the_lew]

well...am i retarded? y do i always put myself into predicaments like this. i cant seem to ever do anything right. i made a mistake last night. one that will prolly end up with someone getting hurt. sux balls doesnt it? well thats my life. i always fuck something up...well as far as relationship/girl stuff goes. i just dont seem to understand i guess. maybe its time i just let someone else tell me how to live or maybe just give up on everything? we'll see. maybe someday someone will come around and i wont fuck everything up or just do what i usually do...nothing. o well. ces't la vie i suppose. ill jus keep on keepin on.

on the upside of things...im goin home for a few days in like 2 weeks. hopefully itll be good times. we'll see.

thats all for now...leave comments!

peace out...the lew