May 12, 2011 00:24
I am so not ready for fifth year or the real world. I don't even feel like I've graduated. I just feel the oncoming work of next year and the further crush of post-school and I'm so not ready for it. I don't know what to do. Can't I just not worry about this until after graduation and after I'm back at school? I feel just as much stress as I did during finals except it feels more like a physical illness of weight in my stomach. I feel like everyone else has their future neatly plotted out and is having no problems sailing those seas. It's not true at all, but I get that feeling.
Is superhero still a legitimate career option?
Finally got back to writing The Metawars today after not writing it for a week or so due to finals, and even though I was tired it was good to write about Evermind again. This draft is going to be done by 6/15; that's my goal.
back to being worried sick.
Okay, just ignore this post because it's senseless bellyachin' and self-pity and it's retarded. Just keep looking for my Game of Thrones reviews every week, gentle readers.
~Josh
life,
school