Re: WHAT?!the_last_toldFebruary 10 2005, 18:02:33 UTC
Leslie you don't tell us that you are with him! That’s fucking LYING! I had to read your FUCKING JOURNAL to find out! Does that "enlighten" you? You were never "suicidal" you are just in it for the attention! Now me on the other hand, I am what you call a "suicidal figure" I have tried to kill myself! All you are is a CUTTER! STOP acting like a poser! You make it look like your life is SO fucking horrible! I got NEWS for you! You DON'T do EVERYTHING for other people! It's ALWAYS been about YOU YOU YOU! You are "happy" when you are with the crew! So don't go and lie about that! You are not just now "finally happy" you have said that on numerous occasions! Sweetie how has Saul not ruined your life? Nobody trusts you because of him; your relationship with me it’s completely fucked, you and Felicia’s relationship is different! You are not close to us like you were before! If that doesn't ruin your life, that’s fucked up on your part. And you did say you were going to stop talking to him! When he wasn’t answering your calls that night! and you were saying how it was “fucked up” And Tracy said, “See how much he really loves you now don’t you” And you said something like, “I know”, and I was like, “Now are you still going to talk to him?” and you were like, “I don’t think so…” So yes, you said it, sort of… As soon as you grow up, mature, and realize that he is a nasty, dirty, gross man (personality wise, not looks wise) (looks wise he’s grungy!) you will see, that you can be happy with a better guy, who your friends think better of, me and Felicia are trying to do the best for you! By not letting you get hurt, and don’t go off and tell us to let you make your own mistakes, because you are doing the same for us, keeping us from making one of our own mistakes that will hurt us! We care for you that’s why we want you to be happy, but if we are not in your life too what kind of happy is that with ought friends to share everything with! We want you to be with someone who will be better. And don’t say Saul is that “better” because we want the BEST for you! And the best is someone who will treat you right, someone who we like and you LOVE! If you didn’t like Clayton, Felicia would probably drop him in a New York SECOND! Same for me with Ryan and even probably with Kimber and her Ryan! But just know this WE WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY!
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