Thoroughly Fucked
I can't get this girl out of my head. Try as I might, even though I don't REALLY want to, I'm trying anyway but I just can't stop thinking about her. She's gone again and thats the end of it. But despite that, I just cannot not think about her, missing her. Wondering what she's doing. Man if I had any idea that the real world was this fucking ruthless, I wouldn't have rushed so hard to grow up. I'm in denial and I know it but I just can't help how I feel. I've gone to pieces and ended up in rat's alley, where dead men lost their bones.
On the bright side of things, I have a job! I'm putting my life back together one step at a time and this time hopefully without making the mistakes I've made before. So hurrah for fucking up and picking up the pieces.
Its funny, cause things like that just seem to pale in comparison to one silly girl. Shows you I sure got my priorities straight. >:/
On the bright side of things, I have a job! I'm putting my life back together one step at a time and this time hopefully without making the mistakes I've made before. So hurrah for fucking up and picking up the pieces.
Its funny, cause things like that just seem to pale in comparison to one silly girl. Shows you I sure got my priorities straight. >:/