grr
I'm in one of those whiny, bitchy, mopey, gay, faggot, i hate everything mother fuckers, wench, cry baby, eh moods....its so dumb...I hate when you feel like that and you know how your acting and you know you shouldnt act that way because youre bringing yourself down for no reason...but sometimes its so hard to get out of it...like i was in a good mood earlier during the whole school day and then me and bobby came to my house and my mom was making me feel really stupid and then like me and him went to some garage sales and for some reason i just felt like the biggest fucking dumbass the whole time...idk...sometimes i take jokes to seriously...and then we went to target and billy and nick came there and then to taco bell we went and the whole time i was just in a blah mood...and i really try not to show it that much because i dont want to be those stupid people who kill everyone elses time and i feel kinda bad because i think i did that to bobby and he doesn't deserve that...so they were going to nicks and i decided i would come home and have some cool down time lol and let him have a good time with cool people and not faggot people such as myself tonight but hes supposed to call me later so yea...i think im a bit better now...eh...nevermind...im in such a stupid crying mood...i swear when im on my period i will cry over the stupidest things if i get in a bad mood...like during my bitchy, whiney, faggish, mopey, i hate fuckers mother fuckers mood today i got that stupid choked up feeling alot...for NO reason...well like reasons but they're dumb ones...like i said something stupid to bobby and he gave me a look...eh...w/e...i kinda wish i would have just gone to nick's with them and stopped my fucking whining...guess i cant do anything about it now...eh....w/e...i hope he calls soon...im such a dumb ass...i've had my period for years you would think i would learn to control my mood swings by now...bobbys right i am acting like a turd haha...okay bye everyone...sorry if im ever a whiney bitch mopey gay i hate every mother fucking mother fucker mother fuckers faggot to yall...just let me now and ill try to stop but ill probably cry or something haha...bye!