i think i'd miss you even if we never met..

[the_last_polka]

while everyone is off enjoying the "college" life, i'm sitting at home.
&& dealing with a lot of shit.

from gross whores to real shit.

i guess it must be nice to be able to go and party every night and not care.

but w'e.

i'm very indifferent about school starting.
in a sense i just want to go and see what it's all about.
in another sense, i'm absolutely dreading leaving my family. ESPECIALLY my siblings && my grammie.

i'm really thinking about brookedale && the opportunities it has to offer.

ugh.