even the best fall down sometimes....

[the_last_polka]

I make believe that you're here, Its the only way I see clear..

i feel as if.. things couldn't get any worse.
i'll knock on wood to ensure they don't.

monday is the funeral for my uncle... who passed yesterday.
r.i.p. uncle lenny.

i'm really worried about everyone such as my great gram and gram and stuff.. and his 3 daughters & granddaughter Des. this isn't easy... not that i expected it would be.

at least he's not suffering.

i don't want to talk about this anymore though. i need to get my mind off it for a bit.

i wrote the person a message. i'm hoping they read it and did not just delete it. but since our school is way gay and blocked myspace. i don't know... & i won't know until later on tonight. let's just hope that for once.. things will be okay again & forever.

donnie and i are doing well. pretty soon it'll be a year 1/2 together.. (for once compeletely "on".. not "on" & "off")

the bell is going to ring.
<3

i'll finish updating next period.

Tonight could be our night
Let me make your dreams come true
Tonight our dreams become one
And I'll be yours forever
Only tonight can we be with one another
and tonight is the night that I will fall in love
I'm yours forever
And if you say ok
We'll take eachother hand and hand
And walk down to our special place
And tonight we can be all we've ever wanted
This magical feeling
This magical night
Tonight is our night
Forever and for always

<3