.and Today I may see what the fuss is about.

May 23, 2006 23:35

"The Time to accept Jesus as your savior is now" is what I read on a sign on my way home tonight. My first thought was "why? is it a limited time offer?". Now don't get upset at me yet. It's been a rough month for me. In short, I care about someone, they don't care about me the same way. This causes a lot of frustration, and then add an additional work load, and the fact any decision I've made recently seems to go wrong somehow. It hasn't been that great of a time for me. I will say this though, I pray every night and I must admit that over the last week my prayers have been answered, at least in small steps. I've always believed that at most, God creates opportunities for you. You have to take the opportunity if it presents itself, kinda meeting God half way. God has giving me several of theses recently to help put my mind at ease. I am thankful for them. I've been for the most part fighting against myself recently. Inner demons are a bitch and a half to deal with. I can honestly say at this point I'm winning that battle. But I have good days and bad ones and who knows about tomorrow, but I do feel a wave of good energy coming...which is kinda nice.

So I guess this was a long way of saying that my faith has/is helping through a rough time in my life, which is what in my opinion Religons are for and for some strange reason I felt like writing it down.
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