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[the_last_fall]

it makes no difference that i would bleed
it means nothing anymore that i would die
it makes no sense to feel anymore
for what you have become
for what i have forsaken

how did you miss it
how was it never clear
how can you survive
without me there
without you here

if i could take away the pain
if i could take away the tears
if i could wish us into a new reality
where words flow like blood
where hearts never wither

what did i do to deserve this
what price did i blindly pay
what punishment do i recieve
in order to take you away
in order to keep you here

i've been thinking lately that i'm not human
i've been thinking lately of what i could be
i've been thinking lately of how to survive
without being you
without being me