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i feel sick. and i can't stop crying. my stomack hurts, my eyes hurt, my head hurts. i just cannot understand why people can be so fucking mean without reason. i thought they liked me when i met them. they acted like they did. and six months go by and they ignore me, and then i try to talk to them, and they block me. if i had met them on the internet, it wouldn't hurt at all. i met them irl. and i liked them. and i wanted them to like me. but i don't even know what i did wrong. and it just really fucking hurts. it seems so easy to be friends for other people. but i'm 26 and i still cannot relate correctly to people. i just don't get what is so fucking wrong with me that people won't even give me half a glance.
i'm tired and this fucking tooth is taking forever to grow in and my appointment to take it out isn't until next tuesday. :/
i'm tired and this fucking tooth is taking forever to grow in and my appointment to take it out isn't until next tuesday. :/