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[the_last_don]

It all started on Tuesday. I had my mind se. I'm going to cut down on the boozing. So I go home, Tuesday after work. I was real tired. I had lots of work to do. Pat calls up, wants to go shoot in a Tourney at The Riv. At first I declined, but he talked me into it. If I'm at a bar, I'm drinking booze. That's it. Done deal. I do not drink at home. never have. Ya know the problem is, is that I don't have anything else. Right now in my life, the bar, shooting pool, is what I know. It's what I do. I don't know, maybe I need to reasses my priorities. It's a balance, like everything else. I know I can come down pretty hard on myself.
OH! and then some shit happened at work yest. and it upset me quite a bit. I'll get over it.
I need to .. just ...................be cool.