When your waiting on friends its best to drink !
Fuckin yeah I thought that my weekend would suck but NOOOO ! YAY got invited to a house party today (My natural enviroment) AND my good friend Anna from those messed up collage years is supposed to call me and we`re gonna go smoke some weed before hand ! So in waiting for her to call me I decided to start drinking !!! Lately I just wanna destroy everything, myself, the world fuckn everything. I`ve always found beauty in destruction. Still on the job hunt, talkin to cunts. Its funny I`ve changed MORE in the last year than any other year I can rerember, their are several factors involved but its all good, as long as I have weed I`m ok. HEHEHEHEHE booze too. Man life is sooooooooo fucked up sometimes, it really overwhelms me. Like I read friends posts, or even just talk to people and it seems like life is such a fuckin drag ... but thats not true at all. Life is what you make it. YING AND YANG darkness and light. Their are good times and bad. Balance, its all about balance. Fuck man, animals got it lucky. Emotions and rational thought, the things that seperate us from animals. MORE LINES DRAWN. We always draw lines, and at the end of everything you`ve drawn so many lines ... that your alone. BLAH whatever ! Overwhelming is life and you just gotta roll with the punches.