Please Kill me... Come on it'll be fun... I'll give you a dollar...
There Has been WAY too much shit going on, and on, and on, and on, and on....
I'm 20 now... My birthday sucked.... when I was younger I couldn’t wait to grow up and now that I'm an "Adult" now I want to be back in high school, my dad didn't believe me when I said the reason why I fucked up the second semester of my senior year was because I didn't want to graduate yet. It's been two years since I graduated and I don't feel like I've grown up at all. As my birthday approached all I felt was dread, I don't want to be 20. Everybody expects me to instantly be all fucking grown up, although even when I was little I preferred to be with the adults which caused me to be more mature than most of my "peers" - I guess but I hate that fucking word... My whole life has been kind of mixed up I guess but who's isn't. I was 19 when I got my first real job which I think I handled pretty well, but then I started college, the next day I got my license. That’s when everything got all fucked up, I managed to fuck up in all my "Remedial classes" because I was either absent more than 3 days(which makes me want kill people because how the fuck can you LC college?) or I was so incredibly bored it almost made my hysterical. The irony is the only class I completed with a "B" was college survival LOL. While I was fucking up at work and at school I also thought it would be "Neat" to also completely ruin my credit, Yay!! The harder I try to grow up I keep fucking up. I know its because I'm doing way to much all at the same time but that’s life. Of course I get fired right after I manage to fill up my entire $1000 dollar credit line... For some bullshit that I don't feel like talking about right now. Fast forward a couple of months I get a new job at "Happy Paws" as a pet sitter and then 5 months later I Total my car in a very un-dramatic/cool way(more about that later) Basically the only good thing about last year was that I managed to loose ALOT of weight but that’s STRESS for ya!
Ugh I all the sudden don't feel like writing anymore...
I'm 20 now... My birthday sucked.... when I was younger I couldn’t wait to grow up and now that I'm an "Adult" now I want to be back in high school, my dad didn't believe me when I said the reason why I fucked up the second semester of my senior year was because I didn't want to graduate yet. It's been two years since I graduated and I don't feel like I've grown up at all. As my birthday approached all I felt was dread, I don't want to be 20. Everybody expects me to instantly be all fucking grown up, although even when I was little I preferred to be with the adults which caused me to be more mature than most of my "peers" - I guess but I hate that fucking word... My whole life has been kind of mixed up I guess but who's isn't. I was 19 when I got my first real job which I think I handled pretty well, but then I started college, the next day I got my license. That’s when everything got all fucked up, I managed to fuck up in all my "Remedial classes" because I was either absent more than 3 days(which makes me want kill people because how the fuck can you LC college?) or I was so incredibly bored it almost made my hysterical. The irony is the only class I completed with a "B" was college survival LOL. While I was fucking up at work and at school I also thought it would be "Neat" to also completely ruin my credit, Yay!! The harder I try to grow up I keep fucking up. I know its because I'm doing way to much all at the same time but that’s life. Of course I get fired right after I manage to fill up my entire $1000 dollar credit line... For some bullshit that I don't feel like talking about right now. Fast forward a couple of months I get a new job at "Happy Paws" as a pet sitter and then 5 months later I Total my car in a very un-dramatic/cool way(more about that later) Basically the only good thing about last year was that I managed to loose ALOT of weight but that’s STRESS for ya!
Ugh I all the sudden don't feel like writing anymore...