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So I guess I'll explain a little about what's going on.
Its sad how one can love someone whom does not love themselves, and they can never understand that love. No matter how hard they try, they just don't seem to realize how beautiful they are and how wonderful life can be. I've been there, but certain people and places I've known forced me out of this mentality.
I've felt caged in for the last year or so and just kept ignoring it. So recently I've made a few changes. Call me a quitter, I had to make this move for reasons of personal health. "All work and no play makes Jack a Dull Boy."
Lately I've felt reckless. I've also known the urge to drink, fight, and fuck. I'm alone or partying with friends much these days. Feels almost like old times. I'm not out of control though. I know responsibility well.
This weekend I have a date with a new girl. Nothing serious, just trying to make some new friends. You know me, I hate sleeping alone.
Its sad how one can love someone whom does not love themselves, and they can never understand that love. No matter how hard they try, they just don't seem to realize how beautiful they are and how wonderful life can be. I've been there, but certain people and places I've known forced me out of this mentality.
I've felt caged in for the last year or so and just kept ignoring it. So recently I've made a few changes. Call me a quitter, I had to make this move for reasons of personal health. "All work and no play makes Jack a Dull Boy."
Lately I've felt reckless. I've also known the urge to drink, fight, and fuck. I'm alone or partying with friends much these days. Feels almost like old times. I'm not out of control though. I know responsibility well.
This weekend I have a date with a new girl. Nothing serious, just trying to make some new friends. You know me, I hate sleeping alone.