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i know it's beside my concern
and i ought to tone down the preaching.
that's why i'll just state my concerns, instead of preach about them.

let me be a hypocrit for just a second, first..
grow up. in a word..pathetic. pathetic you make me sad still, except it comes by speculation of you and it's brief, but nonetheless..actually well alot of people. is it trial and error? it's trial and error now, but then when the trial follows you around and becomes a part of your charisma, you'll bitch. see.

actually, i think that sums it up.

i like a boy.
haha and i'm not really uncomfortable with the consistent stream of comparisons..obviously i don't think ill of him because of them. he'll just never know how feminine he is.
i like him enough to be frightened by him.
except lesson learned, i won't just unleash this fear...but i wouldn't have him prove anything.
i won't harbor it.
something will happen with it, maybe channel out through infatuation once the inevitablity of hurt [minor/major] settles.
not to sound cliche.

but thus...the beginning.